[HIATUS] i wanna make your murder look like suicide | just how you remember

cotards solution (anatta, dukkha, anicca)

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you don't remember how you got here.

what if the wind caught up with me,

you were asleep in your bed yesterday evening.

started to change when i did,

you woke up here.

would i blow out like a light?

you slowly open your eyes, looking upwards.

or like a kite?

you find a man, towering over you.

fly away..

he doesn't look quite normal.

what if the fear of darkness gave,

in fact, he doesn't look quite human.

way to the fear of color,

he stared down at you.

would you live in black and white?

"he—h̘͇̯̫̭̠̪͎͉͇͓͍̓̓ͫͮ̐̒͋̓e̬͓̺̹̠̗͎̜̯̪͖͓͈̳͉̫͊̃ͩ̃͋͆̉̌̎ͪ̓̏̀̀͏̡́͜͟͏̸̴̛̕͘͜͢l̰̖͖̣͙̜͈̮̬͎̿̔ͫ̀̚ͅ͏̷̨̛͞͠҉̷̶̵̷̀͞͝l̨̖̺͇͕͒̇̓͋ͤ͋̀̕͢҉̴̵̷̶̛́́͞ǭ̟̳̪̦̹͑͗ͫ̓̓ͮ͒͑͗̊!̷̴̵̢̛̛̯̙͇̩̺̤͉͚̽ͦ͆ͤ̂̌̽͗ͤ́͘͘͜͠͝͝͏̀͞҉̴͜—hello! im will wood. you are?"

or rest your eyes through the day?

"im y/n.. where exactly— ạ̶̡̖̀͝͝҉̵̨̡͢͜͞͏̵̡͟͠m̪̙̮̤̭͈͎̱͕̼̤̤͖͓̾͋̋̃ͫ̅̈́̋̉͐̿͒̍̊҉̴ ̴̡̠̀̕͜҉̡̨͜͜͠҉̡́͘͜͠͏I̴̶̷̡̻̰̯̖̬͖̙͕̬̩͋̋ͯ̅̌ͥ̆̈̑͌͌̄͊ͪͩ̍̋ͥ͘͜͜҉̕͢͞͠?̴̢̭̜͈̖͖͔̫̘̲̥͎ͣ̌ͩ́̕͟͢͢͠͞͡— am i?"

what was that.

and if dreams could come true..

what just happened

what does that say about nightmares?

THAT ISN'T SUPPOSED TO— THAT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN

i'll stay awake tonight..