I'd never been so sure of anything in my life..
*Bzz *Bzz
48 Missed Calls
Mom
I stared directly to the frame sleeping soundly on my bed while I'm slumped on the couch.. Geez..
Mom had surely already found out..
Her son is gay.
But Mom I'm not..
I'm just.. in love.
Since I was a child, my parents has always been supportive of whatever I wanted or decided to do.. They've been encouraging me to take my own pace, school wherever I want, eat what I crave for, or even to play until I lose my mind..
But since like forever, I, never desire of anything..
Or love, anyone.
Until he came.
I'd never been so sure of anything in my life.. But today.. I learned I wanted to live with Ter, forever..
I knew I like him..
I knew I always love him..
But I used to question How?
How if I'm a coward Cop?
How if I'm afraid I can't protect you?
How if I don't know what to do?
How if I'm afraid to be rejected straight from your lips?
How if you started to like my bestfriend?
How if you became his boyfriend?
How if you look happier with him?
How.. Will I survive if..
*Bzz *Bzz
I turned off my phone..
Though I guess, the most important How for me now is..
How will I survive if I'll lose you?
Bull.
I apologize for my Mom that she feels bad but I am never sorry of my decision..
Yeah..
"Fuck you but I decided to choose you, Ter.."
💕🖤💕🖤
I woke up from my slumber..
The room was filled with dim light but that didn't fail to hide the sleeping and frowning handsome on the couch.
