stupid heart

its tooooooo late

Then, there was this professor who came to see me.... he handed over a letter with my name carefullyprinted on the enveloped.... he said that he looked for the owner of that letter kaso lang po malaki poang skul namin kaya mahirap magkahanapan dba? and so nung nakita nya ang name ko sa invitation, hedecided to bring the letter thinking that it could save souls... daw....and so I was about to open the letter when the priest ask kung sino daw ang tututol... deadma ako....alam namang manggulo pa ko noh.... binasa ko na ang letter..... nakakatouch po talaga.... he opened up hisfeelings for me.... hoping na meron din daw akong feelings for him.... he ask that if I will show up to ourhang-out the next day after he gave his letter, then it means that I also have feelings for him andthat he would love me for the rest of our lives.... but if I won't.... then he will never open that topicagain.... he pleaded to me na sana pumunta ako...... if only I have that letter.... if only I knew about it....kung di lang ako clumsy and carelss to keep that letter... things would be diffrent.... if only..... and so Iheard the priest announced the couple as husband and wife.... ang sakit...... picture taking..... gustomang sumabog ng nararamdaman ko.... as you know.... magaling akong magpigil.... pero masakit potalaga.... sobra...... after the picture taking...... niyakap ako ng bestfrend ko.... ang higpit.... and tearyeyed nyang sinabi na....

i still love you...