"don't struggle." pg ousai fic.

"forever."

   once kagehara woke up, he could sense the faint smell of pancakes lingering in the room. he sat up, rubbing his eyes, to find the source of the smell — surprised to see the purplenette setting up one of those fancy portable tables you'd usually see in a hotel on the bed.

   “what's the special occasion?” he asked out of the blue as koishi put down a plate of pancakes with a side of orange juice. (no hajime jokes you fucker.)

   the shorter male looked at the bluenette and smiled, “we're going out on a date today.” he said, leaning over his poor victim and giving him a light kiss on the forehead. “huh?” kagehara was beyond confused — what idiot would let their victim out?

   “we're just gonna go to one of the coffee shops down the block.” he answered, taking a piece of one of the pancakes and starting to feed the bluenette — which, surprisingly, was the moment that kagehara realised his hands were tied up again.

   “do the pancakes taste good?” the purplenette asked, a light blush on his face — being honest, yes. the pancakes were quite decent. “mhm, thanks.” in response to kagehara's 'gratefulness', koishi blushed and looked away, mumbling a simple “you're welcome.”

   he absolutely could not figure out why the purplenette would get so bashful every time the bluenette would thank him for anything. “why do you keep blushing when I — uhm...nevermind.” he decided not to finish his question when he saw an extremely flustered koishi come into form when he'd started talking.

   the shorter male, already eager to go on a date with his lover, just kept feeding the bluenette until he was full. “yay you're done!!” he quickly cleaned up and then ran back to his closet where he picked a few clothes for kagehara to wear.

   when looking through the pile of skirts and dresses he'd been waiting to give to the bluenette, he found a simple black dress with puffed out sleeves and with a cute collar.

   upon finding the outfit, he gave it to the taller male, extremely eager to see kagehara in the dress. “I-I'm still tied u—”

   “oh right!! sorry!” he quickly untied the bluenette, allowing him to finally put on the dress. “thanks...” he took off his current clothing, only leaving him with a pair of boxers that koishi lended him.

   when kagehara had finally put on the dress, the purplenette could not help but drool at the sight. there was a cute navy-haired boy on his bed with an adorable dress that he'd found online — perfect. well, to the kidnapper, atleast.

   “do I really have to wear this...?” the bluenette did crossdress in his freetime, but that was only for his own enjoyment — not for anyone else's.

   “yes, ofcourse!” he slipped on some knee-high socks with kitten ears on the bluenette for added cuteness. “do you think we should give you a wig too? or maybe we could tell our classmates — if we end up bumping into them — that you dropped out.”

   “h-how long are you even gonna keep me hostage?” he nervously asked, genuinely scared of the possible answers the purplenette could give him. “for as long as I wanna — that being forever.”

   kagehara had every right to be scared. koishi wanted to keep him forever? that's..impossible. “why...” he couldn't even finish his question as tears started rolling down his cheeks.

   “it's because I love you.” he kissed him once more — this time, in a more passionate manner. “don't you love me too?”

   “yeah I....I love you.” he wipes his tears away with his sleeves then hugged the shorter male withouth a second though. he didn't care if he was hugging a murderer, he just...needed a hug, right now.

   “k-kagehara—!” despite the fact they kissed and hugged before, the purplenette was still extremely flustered. kagehara was never the one to initiate such gestures, so this made koishi blush more than he should've.

   in contrast to the purplenette's initial shock, he hugged him tighter when he noticed the bluenette cry more and more. “do you wanna— uhm...go, now?” he stammered, scared to find out if he said the wrong thing and only upset the boy more than before.

   the bluenette nodded, pulling away. “I'm sorry....” kagehara immediately apologised when he saw the wet blotches he'd left on the purplenette's shirt. “it's ok.” he quietly petted his lover's extremely soft hair, “I love you.”

   at that, the taller male gave him a surprisingly sincere smile, “I love you too.” the shorter of the two started blushing immensely at his victim's smile, peppering him with kisses.

   after calming down from the bluenette's overwhelming smile, he stood up and went to change his clothes — after changing into some much cleaner pieces of clothing, he picked kagehara off the bed and led him downstairs.

   'he's really gonna bring me outside?' the bluenette asked himself, his train of thought eventually being stopped as he heard the sounds of a door opening. “don't forget your shoes.” his kidnapper quickly reminded, slipping into some black and white, checkered sneakers and stepping outside the house.

   the taller male looked around a bit and put on some black flat shoes to match with the dress he was currently wearing, “c'mon” koishi took the bluenette's hand and led him outside, heading to the previously mentioned coffee shop.

   “c-can I call you kai?” the taller male asked, immediately getting the purplenette's attention, “ofcourse!!” right after giving the bluenette his answer, he looked away with a heavy blush on his face, 'he just asked me if he could call me by my firstname!!!'

   after celebrating his little victory in his head, he hurried up and finally found the coffee shop he'd talked about — and being honest, the place looked way nicer than kagehara expected it to. .

   the two sat down and the purplenette picked up the menu, “is there anything you want, kagehara?” he asked, going through all the items on the menu, “no, not really.....y-you can order for me..” the bluenette slouched down, scared to bump into his classmates.

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im ending it there because fuck life