Prompt - This is based on myself and my partner, Bolt. I'm Dream and Bolt is George. This is a venting thing for me because I just needed it the night I wrote this.
Ship - Dreamnotfound
TW - Self-hate, mentions symptoms of eating disorders, negative thoughts, mentions self-harm
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Dream's POV
Everyone knows me as the outgoing, confident, faceless green blob that plays Minecraft. Oh, how I would love to be that person all the time.
They've seen me in pictures, just not my face. If I were to show them, so many people would hate me. I'm ugly and don't deserve to be seen.
I've been laying down in this bed for hours, I've had no motivation at all today. Eating sounds terrible right now. I mean, I shouldn't be having any food anyways, I'm too fat to deserve any food.
The only thing that keeps me around is George. He's my little ray of sunshine in my large cave of darkness. His smile and little giggle always make my day. I remember him walking in on me one day having a mental breakdown with a bloody knife to my cut-littered arm.
I cried for hours long that night, while he held me in his arms.
I don't know how many times I've thought about ending it all, but then I remember how much I would hurt George, and how much we would miss each other.
So I have decided to stay. I plan on getting therapy soon, I think George is getting worried about my amount of panic attacks and mental breakdowns recently.
I love him very much as he loves me, even with my insecurities.
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A/N - So, this story was very autobiographic, please be nice about it. For any questions, which I doubt there will be, yes I'm getting better, yes this is based on some things that happened to me and Bolt, yes I have gotten permission from Bolt to post this. Remember to take care of yourselves, and my followers, and I love you! <3
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