Scopophobia
is associated with a pathological fear of drawing attention to oneself. I never thought I would find someone with such a fear. we as people, as human beings are born with the instinct of needing attention. we are born to need attention so we may not die. that's why we cry and cry and cry as infants because it's to gain the attention of our mother to change us or feed us. Jax was different. he never cried as an infant. he never asked to be picked up when he was a toddler. Jax was different and I always wondered why. as a little girl I study my twin/best friend. For some reason I remember us as babies, me I cried for my mom but Jax, Jax just stared off into space. I remember running around my yard at two years old, running around in a diaper with another on my head. my mom recording, but Jax hid. This is, the definition of Jax.
