Desire Of The Soul ...

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It was the next morning and i woke up laying on Darius chest , he was knocked out so i went in the bathroom to do what i needed to do .

Last night was amazing , one of the best nights of my life . The way Darius catered to my body was crazy i never had that type of sex, it was so aggressive but loving at the same time  he wasn't hurting me or going beyond my limits , he did everything i asked him to do .

I was really amazed by how when we first started he went in slow, that shows me how much he listened when i told him my story , he made me feel like i could trust him with anything . i liked Darius a lot and i kinda wanted to be with him....maybe i'm moving way to fast he probably would never want to be with me .

A few secs later i heard him waking up , i finished in the bathroom and walked out to see him standing there waiting for me . he picked me up and kissed me "Your so adorable KC ." i smiled hard and he let me down ,

"Can i ask you something ? ."

"Shoot at me ."

"Well i have 2 questions actually , why did you do that last night ? don't get me wrong it was amazing but what made you attracted to me ? i wasn't expecting that to happen but i'm glad it did ."

"Well first off , look at you your beautiful then the way you speak you have a very great mind your also an amazing woman of god and i love it , i wasn't expecting that to happen either but hearing you tell me you wanted it made me go crazy cause i wanted you too ."

"The way you were studying my body looking at my tattoos and rubbing my stomach it turned me on cause you was admiring me , i didn't want to look at you like that at first because i knew you were married and didn't want to mess up your marriage ."

"I respected that i love a woman that cares about her relationship . Then your amazing in the bed i wasn't expecting that freaky side from yo sexy ass to come out like that but i loved it i'm sorry if i made you feel uncomfortable ma ."

The way he talked to me made my heart melt , he was such a gentleman and treated me with respect i was praying to myself that this was reality and not just an act .

"No it's okay, i loved it a lot ... and i really like you . you didn't make me uncomfortable you made me satisfied i haven't had that kind of loving in a while ." he grabbed me to pull me closer listening to me speak .

"But i have a question for you, why did you mess around with me ? am i better the bishop or some ?."

"Well , yes you are in a lot of ways .. i feel safe with you and you have treated me in such a great way so far , i have never cheated or anything of that sort . I just feel like Drew doesn't deserve me right now , the way he's been treating me lately isn't right and i have been letting it happen for so long sometimes he nice and caters to me great but then other days he's aggressive and controlling ."

He hugged me tightly and kissed my lips it was still mind blowing every time he kissed me .

"Im sorry K i like you a lot , and i really ain't tryna fuck yo life or marriage up at all and i know you not the type of woman to cheat you are to sweet for that this gone forever stay between us and i want you again tonight."

"You already have me ." he smirked and kissed me again .

"My big question was What's your fathers name ? i know that's to much information but i just wanted to know ."

"Oh his name is Tyler Johnson ."

"Huh ?."

"Tyler Johnson."

"Oh um uh okay ." i walked in the kitchen pacing back and fourth , i grabbed a cup of water i couldn't believe he was the son of the boy who sexually assaulted me in highschool what if Darius was just like his father ? i can't go through this again .