Is This Forever? ~ Klaine Fanfic

Chapter 1 - Kurt

It was just another day in the life of Kurt, a 17 year old boy who is obsessed with everything about fashion. The whole school knows he isn't into girls, and he gets bullied for that every single day, but for him it's getting normal. Everyday he comes to school and he can't even walk to his locker without being pushed or getting a slushy to his face. But in a short period of time his hole life will be changing forever.

Kurt was woken up by the sound of his alarm, but he didn't want to wake up, facing another day on that school where everybody hated him for what he was. He rammed the alarm until it was silent, and he turned around in his bed once more. ''KURT! You have to get out of bed or else you're going to be late for school!'' his father yells from downstairs. ''I'M COMING!'' Kurt yells back, but in fact he buries his head in his pillow.

Finally, when he was downstairs, his father saw that something was bothering him. ''Is there something wrong, son?'' he asked, but Kurt didn't give an answer, he refuses to talk about what happens in school. Kurt didn't have any friends, he was always alone and at school he was bullied, everywhere where he would go. ''It's nothing, I just need to wake up a bit, that's all.'' But then, something deep inside him breaks and he starts to cry in front of his dad, he had never done that before.

''Something tells me that you don't tell me what's going on Kurt, please tell me what's wrong, I want to help you!'' but nothing he said to Kurt will help him feel better. You don't want to help, if you wanted to do that you should've done it a long time ago, not now, when I'm used to being bullied, called names, everything. Kurt was startled about these thoughts, how could he possibly think about this? He never wanted to hurt anyone, but why does anybody want to hurt him?

''D-d-dad, I h-have to tell you s-s-something.'' Kurt started, but before he could properly finish his sentence he got tears streaming down his face, and there was nothing he was able to do about it. Then he felt strond arms around him, hugging him tightly, and it was exactly what he needed. Just a hug from someone he knew who really cared, from someone he loved. This is one of the moments he really missed his mom.

When Kurt was 5 years old, his mom went to her work, but that night, she never came back home. He felt like he was left alone is this big world between all those people without his mom. He never asked why she didn't come back, he didn't want to know the reason that the best person in his life was gone. Forever. Every night he looks up at the stars and he believes that the star that is shining the brightest is his mom.

Kurt never really spoke about it with anyone, not even with his dad. He knew it would be too painful for the both of them. ''I-I-I love you Dad.'' was the last thing he said before going upstairs to pick out some clothes for this day. It was a special day, so he had to pick out the right clothes. Today is the day his mom left them exactly 10 years ago. He looks at the picture of her on the wall and tears are dripping from his cheeks.

''I miss you mom. I wish you were still here, I need you so bad. I need someone to love me for who I am, I need someone who actually cares about tje things I'm telling. Someone who won't judge the things I do and think and want. I wish you were never in that damn car accident.'' he whispered to the picture. Tears won't stop coming down his face, it doesn't matter how many times he wipes them away.

And then, out of nothing, he heard the doorbell. Who could it possibly be at this time of day? He heard his dad opening the door and then he heard a soft, calm and almost sweet voice, the voice that belonged to Finn Hudson. Since Finns mother and Kurt's dad are married, Finn comes over a lot, and Kurt really enjoys it, but today, he just can't get his mind off of things.

Even though he shouldn't do it, he is overthinking a lot lately. He is thinking about his grades which are dropping in a speed that even his dad is going crazy about it. But the worst part is that nobody knows how he really feels, nobody knows what he is thinking when he is crying himself to sleep every night. Sometimes he wants to feel some arms around, some strong arms so he can feel safe at night. Because even at night those bullies hunt him as nightmares.