It's been 4hrs or more he still sat there alone in that room where his husband left him, in that exact position...he cried until he felt there's nothing left. He didn't know what to do , what to feel . He tried so many times to remember when it happened but nothing there was nothing he could remember. But it was his face. It was clearly his face with Eunwoo...then why couldn't he remember everything ...Why???
He was feeling so dirty...so much dirty he felt like he needed to shower...he needed to wash himself...he needed to wash every touch of Eunwoo. Gathering some energy he stood up...entered in the bathroom. He stood naked in front of the big mirror which was reflecting his image...he was staring at his body while he saw the image of Eunwoo touching him intimately...he was smirking...his hands roaming on him.
'No no no no it can't be , it can't be' he screamed out....he closed his eyes tightly but that image that disgusting picture never went away...he grabbed the shampoo bottle threw it at the mirror and it broke in million pieces. He frantically search for a scrabber when he found it and started to rub it on his body roughly....
'go away go away you dirty you dirty stop just go away...jungkook jungkook it's not going...it's not going jungkook do something I don't want it...I don't want it...plz jungkook...koo take this away from my body koo' he was crying a crying mess...desperately rubbing the scrubber which was now making cut his own body...frantically calling for his husband who was not even there. He wanted him Just him. It's felt like he forget that his husband was not even there.
Meanwhile
'Jungkook calm down, plz Jungkook don't hurt yourself calm down'. Yoongi looked at the younger worriedly who was breaking every single thing in his office.
'How dare he...how dare he touch my husband...I'll break him hyung...I'll break every finger that he lay on my Tae' he was yelling like a mad man. No one dare to talk him when he martched in the office not even his hyungs...until they heard a sound of breaking glass that's when Yoongi and Namjoon came running...They didn't know how to console him. What to say at that moment. They knew Jungkook was angry...he was furious...so they waited until he calmed down a bit. When the younger stop throwing things and sat down on the floor tired, yoongi went and embraced him...he knew the younger needed it... As soon as Yoongi embraced him Jungkook broke down...tears escaped from his eyes...he was sobbing hardly...
'Everything will be ok...ssshhh don't cry, you've to be strong' Yoongi tried to comfort him
'I failed hyung I failed to protect him again...I felt to protect my husband. He was crying hyung he was crying mess and I left him there I left him there like a coward...don't know how I'll face him.' He cried harder. ' It hurts hyung...it hurts to see him crying he thought I was doubting him...how can I doubt him hyung how?'
'Kook you have to be strong...you've to be strong for him for you...or it'll break you both.'
'I don't know hyung...I don't know.' He finished when his phone started to ring...it's unknown number though he picked it up and cleared his voice before saying 'hello'
'Oh Hello my former best friend...did you like what you saw? Isn't he looking really pretty with me?'
He recognized his voice it was him...his most despise enemy who ruined everything in his life.
'How dare you called me you fucker' he yelled while on the otherside Eunwoo laughed
'Bestii why are you angry? Your husband really liked it' he chuckled
'why did you do that Eunwoo...you ruined us again Why??? What did I even do to you?' his voice was stern but this time a little low
' you know that really well Jungkook you snatched him away from me when you don't deserve him, you never did...it's all your fault that you can't even protect him' he cut the call.
Jungkook stared at his phone for some second before throwing it away.
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He reached home in the evening...his house was dark there was no light. He slowly entered while switching the lights on. Everything was unchanged it's looks like Taehyung didn't come out from his room. He sighed before slowly walk towards his room. He opened the door slowly but the room was empty there was no one...his heart skipped a bit before he heard the shower running in the bathroom...he relaxed and sat down on the bed. He didn't know what he should gonna tell his husband...what he should do...he couldn't even able to protect him that guilt was eating him. How he should look at his eyes. He couldn't forget his crying face.... 'is it really his fault? Did he really not deserve him? Everything was messing in his head while he noticed that Taehyung still didn't come out.
He decided to call him from the outside but there was no answer...so without thinking anymore he opened the door just to meet with his unconscious naked husband who was lying down on the floor in the water . His eyes widened seeing the view...he hurriedly picked him up, wrapped him in a towel... brought him out from the bathroom. He laid him down on their bed after partially drying him with the towel.
'Tae...tae baby wake up...baby...' he slowly shook him that's when he felt that Taehyung was burning...he checked his temperature it was high obviously. He ran to bring medicine, some ice cubes and a towel. Jungkook wrapped the model in a fluffy warm blanket...before sat beside him. The director was worried as hell the continuously putting the wet towel on his forehead trying to make his temperature down after 1 hr of working the aforemention started stirring slowly...
'Tae sweet can you wake up for a minute you have to take your medicine sweet' The aforemention slowly tried to open his eyes...when he saw his husband he started to tearing up again...The director panicked seeing his husband crying again with his already puffy and red eyes ' don't cry sweet...your body is weak sweet...please don't cry' he tried to soothe him while softly patting on his head.
'koo it's not going away...koo it's soo dirty...I don't want it koo....i tried to remove it look but it's not working... please take it away please koo I don't want it' he mumbled in his broken voice while removing his cover that's when Jungkook noticed the scratches all over his husband's body...his body was still red...how he didn't notice it earlier ? how did he miss those scratches ? they look so painful...he never realized that his eyes started to flow with water...he slowly and softly embraced his husband in his arms who was crying also...still pleading to Jungkook take that away. Jungkook didn't know how should he react he just soothingly rubbed his hand on his head tried to comfort him by his gesture. He was feeling miserable...he failed he failed again...he failed to notice his husband state...he left his husband in this state all broken...he again failed to protect...he failed to protect the person he loved all his life. He felt useless nothing can express how much worthless he was feeling. Tae slept in his embrace...while the other starred at him... 'Your husband is incompetent sweet he couldn't even protect you...he couldn't make your pain go away...your husband is so worthless...maybe I really doesn't deserve you...but I can't leave you sweet...I can't' his tears were still flowing while he tightened his embraced carefully...softly putting a kiss on his forehead.
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