once upon a happily ever after,
i thought that loving you would be
the easiest thing on earth.
and it is, sometimes.
it is.
but today i remembered
that your lips have touched hers.
and i remembered how once,
when you spoke of her name,
your eyes,
they lit up.
you would smile when she walked past.
and you'd look at me,
dumb-founded grin and all.
and you'd say,
"she's the most beautiful girl there is."
i knew
every
single
thing
that you felt for her.
and for that other girl,
6 months back.
and for that girl you spent
a whole week
crying rivers for.
and even for that girl you loved before i met you.
i know everything about them,
how you felt and how they fit in your arms.
but i know nothing about myself and you, and i know it's
silly and childish and insecure
of me.
but i need to know how you feel about me, too.
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author's note: """you know nothing, jon snow""""
