Pain {Nagato} ! love story

Come Back Pein!

Its a hard ass life

That will end anyway

we're all gonna die in the end of the day

I cant feel no angel by my side

im so lost I have no were to hide

if I die

there's no resurrection

I still don't understand why we live to die

it makes no sense at all

if life was a test

I failed this life, I gave it all

killing, mercy, I really did bad

oh God forgive me don't be mad

just let me live this life free

not tortured! Just let me be!

I woke up again, to reality. Back to how I woke up yesterday, but in a worse condition. Blinking would hurt my eyes, talking would hurt my throat, moving will hurt my body, thinking would hurt my mind, physically and mentally I was in pain. If only someone could help. I thought the pain will get less as the day goes on but it got worse.

"How are you feeling?" Itachi asked me for the 100th time today but all I replied him was a simple "No" He would ask if I want something, you can say that he never left my side. It was 11pm at night when Itachi came in with some food, it was miso soup. It was the first meal I ever did to Pein. It brought back a lot of memories.

FLASHBACK:

I walked out of my room unable to sleep to drink a cup of milk, as I was walking to the kitchen I saw Pein sleeping on his desk. I walked to his office and patted his back "Pein? wake up." "Hmm?" "Pein are you ok?" "mhmm" "why are you sleeping here?" "mhhmm" "heheh, your so cute" "stop" "come on lets get you to your room" "no, i have to continue my paper work" "Pein! you cant. You look so tired. Atleast eat something" "hmph, fine" He walked with me to the kitchen and sat down at the stool, "Why are you awake anyways?" he asked. "Umm, bad dreams" "This has been going for sometime now, why didn't you call me to stay with you?" he asked angrily. I always use to call him, but now i feel like im a pain for calling him every night. "Its nothing, so what do you wanna have for dinner?" he sighed "we're talking about this later" he said looking at me "fine, fine. now tell me what you wanna eat" "um, i feel like having miso soup" "okay" i tried my best to make the dish so perfect so i can impress him. After 30 minutes i was done "Are you ready to taste this masterpiece?" i ask excitedly "Yes! It smells amazing" he said drooling. He finished his dish and looked at me and said "Thank you for the meal, its the best one i ever had, youd really make a great house wife"

END OF FLASHBACK.

I looked up at Itachi who was feeding me my soup, i could hold my tears so i let them floe on my face "Lunita, what is wrong?" he asked concerned. "I-I mi-ss h-im-m" He quickly set the food on the endge of the bed and pulled me into a hug as he played with my hair. "Lunita his just controlled. He isn't the Pein you know." he said as he held his grip on me tighter. "I know! but i still miss him! i cant let him go! I LOVE HIM!" i quickly put my hand over my mouth. what did i just say? do i? i love Pein! i cried harder recognizing what i said. Itachi looked numb. I cry harder every second recognizing im in love with him, and his controlled. "Lunita hey its fine. Look at me!" itachi said. "I cant help it! He doesn't love me back! his controlled!" i cried to Itachi. "If maybe you try telling him, maybe he could change." itachi said. "Would he even listen! he probably doesn't remember me!" "Lunita, Love is stronger than hate, if you confess you can save him and save yourself" Itachi explained. "Youre always right! You always tell me what to do, your always there for me! You know everything about me, i don't even know anything about you!" i screamed as i dropped to his chest, hugging him, "hey your like my baby sister, and you know things about me! You know i like dango, don't you?" i giggled in his chest as he kept playing with my hair "Thank you Itachi, I love you so much" "I love you to" this is the first time he says he loves me to, he used to say 'i know' or 'ofcaurse you do' but now he did. "if you tell anyone about this your so dead" "Okay big brother" he stared down at me with sadness in his eyes. "Itachi? is everything fine?" i ask "Yes, well Lunita. I want to tell you about my past, about Sasuke and i" i was shocked at first but i quickly sat up and listened. He was telling me everything and i couldn't hold my emotions, i cried every minute. At the end he told me his plan to die and there i lost it. "Itachi! you cant! you cant leave me! you have to tell him the truth or i will!" "lunita, breath. It has already been planned since i left the village, i want my brother to be the hero at the end, im already dying i have a deadly disease so i wont make it either ways" "NO! YOU ACCEPTED LOVE INTSEAD OF HATE! DISGRACE INSTEAD OF PRAISE, AND YOUR STILL WILLING TO DIE IN A LIE INSTEAD OF THE TRUTH!" "Lunita, as long as im alive ill be here for you, and when i die you leave the Akatsuki" "Itachi! Lady Tsunade can heal you! and ill tell sasuke the truth" "Lunita please understand it, i have choosen this path for a long time now, i don't want it to change. Now please lets end today, lets sleep, this discussion is over, Goodnight Lunita" He said as he headed to the door. "The least you could do is stay the night with me, Itachi" He turned and smiled at me before sleeping next to me, hugging me tightly as i nuzzled into his chest and immidiatly fell asleep. "I hope you can forgive me Lunita, but the time has come. I will always watch over you and protect you. I love you little sister." With that the night went on.

End of chapter

idk why i updated twice today but hope you like them!

love

luna