My Warped Life *James Cassells love story*

chapter nineteen *forgotton*

"Im sorry I have been off lately...its just that I have lost someone very dear to me."

"Who?"

James sniffled and looked at me with tear filled eyes.

"My mother."

My heart dropped, I know how he feels because of my father. He was the most kind person you would ever meet, he would give you presents on random days just to livin up your day. The thought of my father made me smile then I began to cry into James' chest.

"I-I know how you f-feel."

He held me close to his chest so I wouldn't leave, I would never leave James, I feel for him though. He almost lost me, now he has lost his own mother.

"I will do anything you need me to James, I promise I will never leave you."

He gave a slight smile,

"You remind me of my mother,"

"How??"

"You don't give up, you believe in yourself and others, you enjoy making others happy even when you you're not. You are sweet and kind. That is why I idolized my mother, and now you."

He put his slightly cold hand on the side of my face and held it there and then he gave me a slight peck on the lips.

"James, when is the funeral?"

He looked taken aback by the question but then his expression softened.

"I think my aunt told me that they are having it next week on Friday."

I nodded and Ben was still there, he was crying that whole time I guess, we just kinda forgot about him. I went up to him and gave him a hug to comfort him.

"I'm sorry Ben I knew that she was like a mother to you too"

James said with a little crackle in his voice, he sounds as if he is about to cry also. We began to have a group hug and after at least 10 minutes of hugging and them crying on my shoulder we had gone back home.

Cam and sam looked at the red eyed tear stained cheeked men they knew as the "tough ones". They went upstairs in their bedrooms and layed in their beds, Sam looked at me puzzled.

"I'll tell you guys later, I'm going to bed. Night guys" I went upstairs and layed by James and held him close to my body. He slowly caressed my body making it tingle and get goose bumps. I let out a tiny moan and he enjoyed that he is making me feel good. I heard some music playing in the room next to us.

"From the top to the bottom. Bottom to the top I stop. At the core I've forgotton. In the middle of my thoughts." Linkin Park, good song choice Ben.