My Warped Life *James Cassells love story*

Chapter eleven *Shopping*

I was on the bus sitting on the couch enjoying some My Chemical Romance and Monster when Ben and Cam came onto the bus eating Milk Duds. I look at them and laugh because it looks like they are eating shit, they eat a handful, chew, then show the other what it looks like.

"Can you guys not?" I stopped the music and looked at them.

"No!" Ben said then showed it to me and i cringed at it.

"Imma just go."

I got up and put some money in my pocket and grabbed my phone. I walked off the bus as Cam started to whip Ben with the double sided dildo their tour manager got them. It sounded like it hurt Ben cause he yelped pretty loud, either that or he enjoyed it. I shivered at the thought. I walked in between all of the bands busses and I hear one with it's music up really super loud. I look over and see that it's Linkin Parks....wait, Linkin Park? I love Linkin Park, especially Chester Bennington. I bit my lip slightly and smiled. Yeah yeah I know i'm with James but I can still fangirl over bands if i'd like. I walked into the mall and I put on my 'Blow Me' glasses and hug my light jacket close to my tiny torso as I walk into Spencers. I look through all of the funny objects and lightly giggle at most of them. I heard some talking in the back by the lingerie so me being a curious little devil I walked back there to see who was talking and what about. I saw a girl with Green and Blue hair that was faded together with a guy. I felt my heart break when I saw who the guy was, and it killed me to see that the girl had on an engagement ring and they were holding hands.I let out a small sob and they must have heard me because they both looked at me, confusion sweaped over the girls face. Terror, sadness and guilt fell over James' face . I ran out of the store and pushed through many people that were staring and whispering about me. I ran to the bus and packed all my shit, thank god the guys weren't there anymore and I got my ass outta there. I went to my own bus and Alex, Brandon, and Justin were just sitting around and all of their faces lit up when they saw me but then their faces fell when they saw my tear stained face.

"What happened??"

Brandon came up to me with concern evident on his face. I just broke into a fit of cries after that question. I fell on the ground and curled into a ball.

"J-James is e-engaged and h-he never t-t-told me ab-about it,"

Alex and Brandon look beyond pissed, Justin had absolutely no emotion on his face what so ever. My eyelids felt very heavy so I closed them. I didn't even get to shop like I wanted to and it sucks cause now I don't have anymore good performing clothes. I dreamt that I knew who the girl was and I actually did something other than cry about what I saw in the store. I wish I would have went up to James and confronted him about what I saw right then and there. But, he obviously doesn't care about me. I woke up in my bunk and with my pj's on, I got out of my bed my face still stained with dried tears and my eyes sore. I got a poptart and started to eat it. The guys got up and they all sat by me,

"How about we take you shopping?"

Alex suggested. I was thinking about saying no but since it might get my head off of James and his new slut to be. I don't know why I am over reacting about this whole thing, she obviously had him first, I must seem like the hoe that just came in their relationship and tried to make them break up. I told them I would go shopping with them but they had to let me get ready first. (outfit at the top is what she wears). I quickly did my makeup and came out and the guys actually checked me out. I smiled softly and a blush fell over my cheeks. I walked out with Alex and Brandon, Justin slowly makin his way behind us. We were walking down the sidewalk when James was running down the other sidewalk adjacent from us and he saw us walking. I told Brandon that he was making his way toward us, Brandon looked at him with fierce anger.

"Stay away from her Cassells!! She knows you're engaged! So why dont you go back to her, eh?" Brandon clentched his fists and Justin held him back a bit.

"I can explain Tori."

"How?", I stepped between Alex and Brandon.

"How can you explain you holding hands with a girl that had an engagement ring on in Spencers while looking at the shot glasses?"

He chuckled slightly.

"Your right.....i cant....i probably fucked her nore than you!"

He then stormed away. The rage inside me had built up so much that i screamed boody murder and fell down crying. My shopping day didnt go as well as i wanted it to. I fell asleep on the sidewalk and i could smell someones cologne, it was a husky smell yet it was a bit sweet.

I woke up hours later and went on twitter and made a tweet.

@toripetersofficial Seriously people....Fuck my life.

I sighed then plopped back down on my bed and fell asleep.

[Will be updating alot faster than i have been sorry people!!!]