Unsaid Jatp

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Ships: flynn+Carrie, Julie+Reggie, Luke+Alex.

Don't ask about Julie+Reggie. I think they would be adorable. Obviously they're not my favorite ship but I wanted to do something different.

Trigger warning

Julie's pov

Luke dances like a professional. His eyes burn into mine. He leans in to kiss me but then the bell rings loudly.

Fuck, still in school. I audibly groan as I see Flynn approaching me. "Hey bitch." Flynn says. "Hey asshole" I retort. "So, who were you thinking about in class?"

"Nobody." I say a little too fast.

"Lukeyyy?"

"Pfft no." I say really unconvincingly.

"Okay... you're lying but okay."

Time skip 2 hours bc im lazy.

I burst into the doors of my home. Nobodys home. The emptiness of my house reminds me of when mum was in the hospital. I hate to think back to those times. Those times are the reason I'm so broken.

I waddle up to my room, uncomfortable because of the sweaty clothes I have on. I walk into my room and open my dresser. I put on a non revealing long sleeved blue shirt and a pair of black leggings. I look at the bottom of my dresser drawer.

A razor blade.

I haven't touched this in years. I pick it up. The metal feels cold on my fingers. I line it up on my wrist and let the blood flow. Its less blood than I was expecting.

The door slams open. "Julie Molina? Where the fuck are you?!" I hear Alex scream. "Shit." I mutter. I shove the razor blade back down into my drawer. "I'm in here babe." Me and Alex have decided to jokingly call each other babe to fuck with Luke. "Where the fuck is here?" Alex asks jokingly. "My room dumbass." I retort jokingly. "Coming."

Alex bursts through my door. "Um, Julie?" He says as his face drops. "Yeah Alex?" I ask confused.

"I think you meant to hide that. Are you okay babe?" He says. His eyes are flickering between my face and my arm. I look down at my arm to see what he was looking at. I can see the scars on my arm. The scars from the razor blade. They cover my entire forearm. "I'm fine Alexander." I say coldly, not meaning to shut him out.

"Sorry babe. I'm leaving." He says in surrender. As soon as he leaves I start sobbing uncontrollably.

Alex's pov.

I walk out of the room. My breath hitches and quickens. "Alex? Are you okay?" I hear Lukes distant voice. "No. Julie, she- I'm sorry I can't- Luke." I struggle to get words out. "Julie?" He asks with a worried tone. "No, the fuCKING BOOGIE MAN!" I scream. I literally cannot breathe and he is worried about Julie. "Shit, sorry Lex." Luke grumbles. "Come here Alex. You're safe with me. Breathe. Tell me everything."

I explain everything (you don't need to hear it again) "Are you okay. That seems traumatizing."

"I'm okay. Go help Julie." I smile encouragingly.

Lukes pov

I walk closer to Julies room and hear her sobbing. I knock on her door. "What the fuck do you want?!" She screams.

"Its Luke honey. Can I come in?"

I sit down on her bed next to her. She has puffy red eyes and tear stained cheeks.

"I have a problem Luke." She says guiltily.

"What do you mean Jules?" I ask in confusion.

She pulls her sleeves up and reveals millions of scars, all the way up her arms. "Julie." I say in shock.

"Most of these are from when mom died. But this one. This one is from-" she stutters, holding back tears. She points to a specific scab.

"10 minutes ago."

Wait. Did Caleb get to her?

"Your dad, Caleb, a boy? How did they-?" I ask her.

"No. Me." She says. I sit there in shock. How could she do that to herself?

"Julie." I gasp, finally able to get the words out. I wrap my arms around her. She finally stops sobbing and rests her head on my shoulder.

She is so pretty. The way her eyes sparkle when she's writing. The way her beautiful dark brown curls bounce in the wind. I am obsessed. I would do anything for her.

Then something pops into my mind.

"Give it to me." I say sternly.

"What? What do I give you Luke?" She says anxiously.

"Whatever you used to do that." I poke her wrist softly. She gets up and reaches into her dresser drawer. She pulls out a razor blade. She walks over and puts it into my hand. She sits down and immediately starts sobbing. She broke down.

"Please don't cry I love you Julie Molina." I hear a voice in her doorway start crying. I can't recognize who it is but their voice makes her smile.

"My eyes are blurry from the tears. Who are you?" Julie asks.

"It's Reggie."

"Well then, I love you too Reggie Molina." Reggie squeals in happiness at that.