The Story Of Life

// prompt 0.2 - things getting too much //

Prompt: Everything in your life is going wrong. Even when you try to be happy things get messed up. You think that by being happy, you are just faking your problems. You feel hopeless about everything and lonely because people keep leaving you. Everything gets too much for you. You start feeling like a disappointment. You want to disappear just so that you don't have to deal with everything you're going through. 'Cause even though some things didn't affect you when they happened, they do now and it starts to hurt because you are overthinking it. You are having a feeling that nobody cares about you anymore.

It's completely alright to be sad. You don't have to feel guilty whenever you feel happy, because it doesn't erase the fact that you still have problems. Being happy even for a little while helps. After all, we can't control how we feel most of the time. It's often the situation around us that affects how we feel, and there's nothing we can do about it. 

Sometimes we just don't have to prove ourselves to other people. They might think we are not good enough, but what matters is what you think about yourself. Do you think they're right when they tell you you're not good enough? Because it's not true. Love, no one knows you better than you know yourself so don't let anyone tell you anything that brings you down. Your own judgement about yourself matters the most. Just remember that problems come and go, and just because they're still present in your life at this point, doesn't mean that they won't ever go away.

They will go away. After every rainstorm, there comes a rainbow. 

Please remember that you are gorgeous - inside and out, you are kind, you are brave. And that's all what matters. These are not empty words. The people who left you are failing to notice all of thisand are only focusing on the flaws which is horriblebecausewe all have flaws love. Everyone does. Every single human has flaws, people just need to learn to ignore them and focus on the amazing qualities the person holds.

You might want to end things right now but don't you want to wait for just a little more and come across the happiness? Because love, I know they are on their way. I know that. Things will get better. 

If you think that they aren't getting better and the only light you see in the tunnel is a train, well then maybe the train is guiding you outside. Maybe it's showing you a way out of the tunnel. It's your guiding light love. 

The past doesn't define you love. It's only the present and future that matters. The future is the only thing you can change. Yes, the past makes you but it doesn't define you. Please try getting out of the past, don't get stuck in it. If you do so then you won't focus on the future and it'll slip away. 

This is not the end love. You will find better people in your life. People who deserve you. 

Till then, take care of yourself. Your wounds will only heal if you don't focus much on them and cry over them. They will get better when you stop paying attention to it. 

Stay Hydrated. Love Yourself. 

I'm so proud of you for making it up till here. I love you so much.

All the love,
Skylar xx