Severus snape x reader

Chapter 4

It had been a month since you worked with Severus and he has asked you to be his girlfriend

Sometimes you feel like you aren't even his girlfriend other times you feel like no one is there for you

Halloween was coming up, Severus least favorite holiday ever. you went to his class before he did and started to derate his class, you put a Lilly on his desk not knowing what he was going to think of it,
"WHAT IS THIS Y/N" Severus yelled
"W-what do you mean I got it for y-"
"WHI TOLD YOU ABOUT HER WAS IS MINERVA" he yelled
"Told me about what, or who" you asked
"GET OUT" he rower.
"W-what why?" You asked Severus didn't care if he hurt you or anything anymore, he took you by the hair and throw you out of his class room. You say out there for about 10 minutes thinks of what you did and nothing came to mind. So you went to Minerva and asked her,
"Well y/n, you see umm Severus' first love was lily and he loved her a lot"
"Wait lily potter Harry potters mom?"
"Yes she and Severus go back way back when lily got her letter but then Severus called her a terrible name a name that hurt her in so many levels, once he said it she turned her back on him and started dating Harry potters father James, well James never liked snape and after Lilly and him started dating, he has gotten what he wanted so he stopped bullying snape, but Severus could never forgive himself"
"Wow I-I didn't know, I feel terrible. That you for telling me this Minerva I really appreciate it" I said while getting up and I gave her a hug and left. I wanted to go to see Severus, but I was scared, scared that he would yell at me, but I had to I had to tell him I was sorry.
I went to his office and knocked on the door
"Severus it's y/n I want to tell you something"
"GO AWAY I HATE YOU SO MUCH I WANT YOU OUT OF MY LIF-" then he realized what he said. By the time he got to the door there was no one there. You already went back to your chamber and started to cry, how could he, I know what will make me feel better you thought, you went to your trunk and got your special bag out you ran to your bathroom and got to work with your razors. You started to cut yourself and you lost track of time and you heard someone banging on your door
"Y/n it's me Severus I-I never meant to yell or say that please let me in please" he sounded worried but at the same time I didn't care at all
"GO AWAY" I yelled
"No I need to know if your ok" he said
"I'm fine now please leave"
"No can you come out so I could see your ok" he said by now the bathroom was full of blood and you couldn't get up you cut to deep you ended up fainting, Severus had enough he knocked down the door and then the bathroom door.
"No y/n" he cried
He took you to the hospital wing where you woke up
"Who are you and where am I"

Hey guys hope y'all have a great day I will try my hardest to write another one today but I am not sure if I could I just don't feel that well but I will try

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