Just another day

chapter one

>>So....we're finally here now huh?<<
"Correct..."
>>and you don't even know why<<
"Correct again"
He smirked. I hated when he did that. He knew what happened. We both knew that he did and still....he would never tell me.
>>why not? Shouldn't you be the one that has control? Who always knows what is going on in his life?<<
"What about you tho?"
He wandered from the corner he stood in to my bed....well....it wasn't really a bed. It was more like a mattress which was the same material as the floor but maybe a bit softer. Build into the room as if it would prevent someone killing himself with some fabric like....a bed sheet.
He walked up to me, who was sitting there, bowed down and rested his hands next to my thighs.
>>you forgot that I am nothing more than a voice in your head.<<
He was right. He never was more than that guy I was looking up to.
Strong, independent, extroverted but still....still so cold.
He could steal everybody's heart.
He was able to kill.
He was able to leave people behind and keep on walking even if it was over corpses.
But still so warm hearted for the ones he loved. The ones he respected. The ones that didn't just see him as a cold guy....his eyes were looking into mine. That wolf-looking Amber eyes which had that golden shine with those kinda long white lashes.
>>but you still can't stop looking at me as if I would be real<<
"You are! You....you are for me."
>>oh, am I?<<
I couldn't answer to that with anything else than looking away. Was he? Was he really more than just some pure imagination to me anymore?
He became so strong.
He wasn't just that guy I was imagining, jumping over roofs and sitting on his bike.
He wasn't just that guy anymore I imagine whenever I felt unsafe.
He became a voice. His own voice. His own mind. His own-
>>get out of your own head.<<
I looked back to him and shrugged.
"Whatcha gonna do about it? You're only here because I imagine it."
>>oh, no no no. I'm only here because you couldn't live by yourself anymore<<
He was right. Damit why did he have to be right?
He....he knew why we were in probably a psych ward.
"Why are we here?"
>>you really can't remember shit?<<
I shook my head.
How could I remember anything with the memory of a goldfish? I forgot multiple people. So how could I remember how I got here?
>>well...buckle up then. This story is gonna be.....interesting to tell<<