Sakuatsu (Quiet Night)

Chap. 4

Hey beautiful people! I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while, I've been in and out of the hospital for a few months. I've decided to continue this for a little longer and then write a new original story. Go ahead and read! (Also, this is in the future)
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*Sakusa's POV

     When I was a little kid, I was bullied and bullied until I shut down, I forgot who I was, and even after all of that, I still had one person who made my life better. Atsumu tore into my life and fixed it half way, and then he showed me how to fix the other part.

     I was so lost in my feelings, I didn't know I was hurting people around me, and throughout the years of knowing 'Tsumu, I've been able to see myself properly. I don't have to be scared of who I am anymore, I can love and cherish people around me because I know they'll stick by my side.

     I may not be a perfect person, but I do feel like I am when I look at myself in the mirror. I feel whole, like finding the last piece of a puzzle after hours of looking, I felt relieved... and I wanna thank Atsumu for that.

*Atsumu POV

     Heaven and Hell are two different things, yet they only have one staircase connecting. I always thought I was on my way to Hell, I was gay (obviously) and insecure, but I always thought I was messing everything up.

     But everyday feels like heaven now, my legs feel weak, and I feel like I can fly. I don't feel like I'm an angle, I just think this is heaven, and if not, then I don't know what is.

     We are all different, but that's what makes you beautiful, we're all strong, even when we feel weak.. and we all have a voice, weather we want to use it or not. So just promise me, when one person can't scream loud enough for people to hear, then scream with them, and help them find their voices.
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Proposal~

*Sakusa POV

     My palms feel sweaty, and the suit feels tight, and I feel over dressed, and I don't know if I can do this- No, no no, snap out of it Kiyoomi. You can do this, it's not like your getting down on one knee and proposing- oh wait.

     I just have to breath in and out, it was midnight, ('Tsumu loves the beach when it's really dark out) and all the candles were lit, leading straight to Kiyoomi. He had the ring in his back pocket and his violin in his hands, he was ready.

     Of course I had to get Osamu's approval, and it was tough to get him to agree. He kept telling me that if I break Atsumu's heart, he'd break my neck (mean). However, Suna was able to calm him down and make him agree by saying things like, "Think of how happy 'Tsumu would be", and "Sakusa is the only one that makes 'Tsumu happy, think of how sad it would make him." So yeah, in the end, I was able to get Osamu's approval.

     I had left 'Tsumu a note saying I had to work late, so he should rest a little, and come outside at midnight. The note also told him to dress fancy, not suspicious one bit. I do know that he would just agree, 'cause every time I did something suspicious, he just went along with it.

     'Oh god..' Sakusa said to himself as he looked at his watch, it was 11:53, a few more minutes before him life changed for better or for worse. He got so lost in his thoughts, that time seemed to move swiftly over him, 12:03. It would be time, as he heard a sweet voice whisper out, "Omi? What's all this?

*Atsumu POV

     I finished dressing myself up and started walking along the beach, I soon saw Sakusa, however, he looked confused. There were beautiful lights everywhere, Omi looked a little lost, and with questions swirling around my mind, I could only ask, 'Omi? What's all this?

Everything looked like it came out of a fairy tail, with the light dimmed out so you could see the start, it was like someone painted a dream come true. It was absolutely and utterly astonishing, I was even more impressed with how Sakusa went from a nervous wreck to a gentleman in a suite.

I walked over to Omi, leaving a gap between me and him. He had what looked like nervous eyes and shaking hands, but his position and way he talked sounded so confident. "Atsumu Miya, love of my life, rose in a garden of lilies.. I don't think I've ever understood you, but I want to wake up each morning to your face.. to the smell of flowers in the window, and the sun overhead.."

I took a shaky breath in, as I started to figure out what was going on, I let Omi continue, "I want to here your voice telling me you love me, but I want to say it too, so Atsumu.. will you marry me?" I think he got his answer as I kissed him lips quickly and hugged him for the warmth seemed to have grown in my chest.

I couldn't stop the tears as I told Omi over and over again, that I love him, and would be happy to marry him. I kissed Kiyoomi once more, this was gonna be an amazing year.
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Alright my Beautiful humans, it's midnight and I just want to get this over with. I'm completely honest when I say I've lost full motivation for this book, I made a mistake by taking away the character traits that define them best, like Sakusa's Germaphobe. I really did have this all planed out, but I got so lost in time and tried to catch up on school, I didn't find this fun anymore, it felt more like a chore to get at least half a chapter done. I'm not saying I won't stop writing (to those of you who actually enjoy this). I'm just ending this book and starting fresh, I haven't even brought up volleyball except for when I introduced Kita and Aran. I personally think, no, I know that I could've done so much better, but I got tired and gave up, so I apologize for that. I'm definitely going to make a new book, but I'm going to only change the perspectives a little (that's the whole point of fanfics) not such drastic changes that ruin the whole story plot. My gosh, I'm such a mess, and I'm sorry to those who had to put up with that. I'm definitely going to try harder, but I'm ending this story here. However, not without a proper end..

It's not me who gets to decide how their life went exactly, however they got married, I like to think that Atsumu and Sakusa adopted a son, and taught him to play volleyball. I also like to think that their family would be loud and chaotic, but soft and loving.

I truly thank everyone who has read my books, this is my first one, however it's no excuse with how bad it is, I would really like to try again, and see what this tired brain can muster up, thank you all again!

Word count: 1245

Reminder to go to sleep, I love you all, have a wonderful night/day!