your mine. (chat noir x reader)

chapter 2

"So how do you know that he likes your best friend and not you?" Chat questioned shoving some popcorn in his mouth that I had brought outside. 

"The way he looks at her, everything revolves around her, he even kissed her on the cheek today" I said grabbing a piece of popcorn from the bowl. 

"Hm well I say confess your feelings" Chat said grabbing more popcorn. "Yeah better said then done" I giggled.

"And you, ask Ladybug out" I told him. "Nah she'll just deny me. There's no point, I'll end up crushed in the end" Chat exclaimed.

We both sigh. Chat looked into my eyes as I looked out over Paris. I could feel his glance but was to nervous to look back over at him. 

"I got to go Y/N, I'm gonna change back any minute" He told me. I nodded. "Alright Chat, goodnight" I said giving him a little wave. 

"Oh Y/N this won't be my last visit" He said smirking. I giggled. "I don't mind, I like your company" 

He smiled before he vanished into the sea of roofs that covered the city of Paris. I missed him already. Just talking to him made me smile. He made all my worries and problems go away.

But I'm already jumping to conclusion since I've only seen him for a day. 

I climbed down the ladder and into my small window. There was only one window in my entire room and that's what lead to the ladder which leads to the roof if that even makes sense.  

I laid on my bed looking at the roof. 

your not good enough.

not for Luka anyways. I mean who wouldn't love Marinette. She's perfect. Everything about her. She's pretty, has an amazing personality, always puts others before herself, sticks up for the people she loves. Why wouldn't Luka love Mari.

I'm just the girl in the background, just Mari's best friend. Standing next to Marinette I'm nothing. But I'm not jealous. But it sure does sound like I am. But I'm not... it's different. No, jealousy is not the word to describe what I'm feeling. 

I heard a knock at my door. "Come in" I say. "Hey honey, just coming in to check on you. You should go to bed soon. I want you to be rested for school." Momma says smiling. I nodded and got out of bed to kiss her cheek.

She closed the door quietly. I was an only child. Momma never wanted kids and I was kind of an accident. She got pregnant with me on accident by her boyfriend. There was nothing she could do besides abort it but her parents wouldn't let her. 

Her boyfriend aka my dad, was abusive and controlling. For the first couple years of my life I watched him mentally and physically abusive Momma bringing her to her lowest points. 

She decided to run away and take me with her. She bought two plane tickets to Paris and now here I am. We have been living here for 6 years in happiness. Momma escaped her mentally abusive household, Her abusive boyfriend and my father, and now we are living in Paris.

All night I couldn't get my mind off Luka. I knew he liked Mari but maybe he liked me. Maybe he actually has feelings for me.

Maybe we could start dating and be happy. 

Maybe

But thats all maybe.

I'm overthinking. Like I do with everything. Ugh Y/N just go to bed