It's fate - Kagehina Omegaverse

Ready to come out

*Hinata*

I'm more worried right now about Kageyama then I am for myself, I don't like the idea of not having him there with me but over everything I'm just terrified of Kageyama freaking out, feeling like I'm being taken from him and even him accidentally hurting someone, an Alpha's instincts can really make them unbelievably strong without realising.

I'm not going to be alone though and neither is Kageyama, when he went to get the wheelchair while I was in the car I called Tadashi and asked him to come and bring kei because I wanted kei to stay with Tobio while Tadashi is with me in the delivery room. I don't want to risk Kageyama still hurting someone even if they give him a sedative, I'm sure he's fine with taking that risk but I sure as hell don't want him to have that hanging over him if he did end up hurting someone.

I know he really wants to be in the room and I feel terrible for saying that he can't or rather that I wouldn't let him, maybe once I've discussed it with the doctor I might change my mind but right now I don't think I will. I felt so embarrassed when he was examining me, I don't think I've ever even let Kageyama look at me so much down there.

"Don't worry, everyone feels embarrassed so you don't have to worry about it" The doctor laughed once he let me cover myself up again.

He snapped off his gloves as he explained what is going to happen, how long he thinks till it will happen and about Kageyama, "The sedative is really strong so I positive it'll work on him and the only really side effect is drowsiness and weakness in the moment".
Kageyama is weak to medicine and he only really needs one paracetamol to cure a headache but I'm not too sure that his instincts would let him be subdued so easily.

When we gave the option to Tobio, he obviously said yes.

A part of me wished he would say no because of three things:
He could still hurt someone on accident
It's very embarrassing and I kinda don't want him to see me
The sedative could make him pass out

There's nothing I can say to make him change his mind and if I told them to not let him do it I'll be making him feel rejected. His hands were hot and sweaty when he held mine as the doctor examined my one last time after he had been given the sedative, he looked tired but maybe that was from the sedative.

"They're ready to come out" the doctor smiled up at up.

A/N : I'm so sorry, I'm up to my eyes in exams and school work right now and it's sucking the living hell out of me, this took me ages to write.