It's fate - Kagehina Omegaverse

How can I help?

*Kageyama*

He didn't give me much to any information of how he is or what happened or how bad hes hurt.
The taxi the the hospital was nerve wracking, I didn't know what he'd look like or how hes doing mentally so I couldnt help but worry.

The taxi driver was nice and told me to not worry about the fee, he wanted me to get to who I was so worried about as soon as possible.

"I'm here to see Shouyou Hinata" I startled the receptionist a little, she pointed me in the right direction.

I felt so scared of how bad his injuries are and how hes gonna be that my head felt so fuzzy and I felt so panicked.

I don't like hospitals, they smell like sanitizer and bleach and pheromones of scared omegas or alphas.

When I got to the place she told me to go, the next receptionists greeted me.
"You're looking for Hinata?" she asked.

"Yeah"

She smiled sympathetically as she pointed to a room "bed 4" her voice sounded vaguely sad.

He was curled up under the blanket, he looked like he was crying and sad and he looked like he was in pain.
"Sweetie" I Stood over him.

He pulled his head away from his hands and looked up to see me, his eyes were filled with tears and his nose was red, hes been crying.

He pulled me down into a hug as he sobbed, he was a wreck and was covered in bruises. He once again seemed so tiny.

"I don't know why I'm crying so much, I didn't even know so why" He hid his face in my neck as he cried hard.

I could feel myself start to cry, I'm sad for him and the child we could've had. I held him in my arms as we cried, he was the most distraught over  loss out of us both and he was the injured one but all I could feel was a stinging feeling in my chest.

When the doctor came back to check on him he had already fallen asleep, he must've really exausted himself with all the crying he did, the doctor explained that his ribs were most likely cracked when the trauma to his stomach occured and that he'd have to rest for a few weeks to a few months before doing any form of exercise.

"He'll take some time to recover you know? over the miscarriage"

"Yeah" I said as she smiled sympathetically.

She talked me through care for it injuries and what medications I can give him along with telling me to look out for him and make sure hes never alone for too long, that he needs to be with someone he loves while he goes through this.

She said that hes very vulnerable right now.

After she left I got into the bed with him and held him close, I held his hand and run my fingers through his hair.

"Its gonna be okay" I kissed the top of his head, trying hard to reasure him.
I want to help him but I don't know how, I don't think I could be of any use to him, I don't think I'm good enough for him.

How can I help him when I cause all of this?

I caused him to go and see that guy by telling him what happened.

I caused this.