SHINING IN THE DARK ROOM THE RETURN OF THE BEAUTY

chapter 1

Ace Gulf Garcia pov

"Sweety, come to mommy don't run anywhere" I call my only daughter, who is busy running around, she love playing the ball that we buy awhile ago. She is just two years old today. It was one year and six months since we move here in this country. I decided to leave from my birth place to escape from the pain. The pain that I try to forget. I wanted to start a new life far from the place that I could only remember was failure and judgement from people around me, from my family until to the last person that thought he understand me and care on me. I can still remember the last happening in that place before I decided to leave.

Flash back

"thran,, my sister call me the she was going to get birth soon. She tell me that her husband is not yet home to accompany her, because Jerry is still in Germany due to the conflict of his flight back in the country." I sweetly told the reason to my boyfriend. Yes me and thran is just boyfriends even we live together in long time, because he doesn't had plan for the marriage and also for some family problem.

"okay.... But how many days you will be there?" thran ask me, while his eyes still on his phone. Thran is use to be sweet before while we are in abroad. But he change so much since we come back home.

" I think I and baby Alexis will stay there in one week." I answer him, while I'm looking directly to his face, I wanted to see his reaction, but what I get is pain after he doesn't care if I and his daughter leave in one long week.

"okay,,, take care.  Don't wait for me tonight I'm going home late. I had so many meetings to do. " thran said.

"okay, take care too." I answer him.

I keep my hurting feelings inside of my heart. I know the reason why he can't make it home as early as possible because of his woman. But what was important to me is I give my daughter a whole family, to forgive him again and again even it means of losing my self. I love him more than my self to the point that I forgot to love my self.

I don't know what time thran come home. But I don't had time to ask him because I had flight early in the morning going back home, to my family. While we are in the airport I call the person I only trust with all my feelings.

"Oh now what is new? Another crying time for your so called husband who has his new woman. Gulf my God when you stop hurting your self? " the woman said from the other line.

"mommy Cora.... Your just answer my called but I only get is your sermons." I complaining her on her introduction.

"Because Gulf,,, we are in twenty century Gulf.... Wake up martyrs are not present now a days. " she stated.

"mommy .... What I told you as long as he never bring that woman at my home I'm still be fine. " I answer her. But still the pain inside me is crashing me in to pieces.

"I don't know what to say Gulf on you, but if it is to much to handle I will always here for you." She assure me that whatever it comes she always with me.

After the short conversation we had. I and the most adorable child on my arms enter on the plane that bring us to the place where we want.

After forty-five minutes of flight, me and my daughter Alexis is arrived safely at Davao international airport, in the city of Davao. We travel another one and half hour by land to reach my old home here in the province. I belong to the family of politicians here in this Provence.

When we reach at the location, in the high gate of one of the luxurious house in the city, I ring the bell for them to open the door. When someone come and open for me I saw my whole relatives at home. They look at me with disgust and judgement on my sexuality.

Back to present

I'm slap back on the reality after I heard the sweet little voice. I don't know how long I spacing from reality that makes my daughter to wake me. Even the tears I never know when I let it go.

"mommy why you crying?" Alexis wipe my tears with her little small hands.  "I love you mommy don't cry,  I always love you."

"I'm okay baby I just happy because you grow up so fast. I love you too." I answer my child while hugging her in my arms.

TO BE CONTINUE......