SHINING IN THE DARK ROOM THE RETURN OF THE BEAUTY

chapter 5

Lance Thran Lim

It's been two years since my lovely wife  and daughter left me. I still remember our everyday life from the very first time I meet him until the last time I saw him. Ace gulf Garcia a beautiful name perfect to his pretty face. At first he never admit that he was part of the most will known family of politicians,  but in our long way be together he till me the truth and I understand him. I become his crying shoulder for his problems with his family,  and I become his best friend when he broke up his woman after the person knows about his deficiency.

In me I never saw him as a man from the very begging he was so sexy for the title of a man. In my eyes he was a woman with his a bit long hair his sexy and adorable figure. His simplicity can wake up every Bi man. I admit on my self that I'm a pan sexual or a Bi. I had the feeling upon the first landed my eyes to him. I try to control my self at first when I know he is in the relationship... Yes I was broken that time but I never stop of adoring him, his hard work and love of his family even those people never mind him. He was born to be a most understanding man,  that add on keeping me of loving him.

When he broke up his girlfriend I try my best to court him, showing him my care and love, until one day he accept me and we become a lover. I was so care of my movement and never try to have a sexual activity because I know he can bare a life inside him. Until one night when we become so drunk on his friend party. We never know that we do it on that night. After two months the signs of pregnancy is with him.

We don't had any choice that time to come back home,  good thing that months is his graduation month for his degree and me for my masters degree.

But when we come home our family don't allowed our relationship.  We fight until he was on his six months of pregnancy. My parents set me into many blind dates and all the disgusting words they said against my relationship until the time my mind is covered with their negative thinkings they injected on me. At that time I started to see the things that can hurt gulf and break him into peices, at first he don't bother until one day he catch me on act, in our own home and in our own bed, before I was confidence that he never know that act after a week he sent me the video  that he personally take and that day also I lost him.

Until now I'm still looking and holding that one day I found them. I mess my wife and my daughter maybe now Alexis is two years old and she start to make a friends and go to school if I'm not listening to  people around me I'm still holding them in my arms. But now I'm so empty man, I wish they come back to fulfilled my emptiness of the day.

Today I was on my way to visit the places where my gulf and Alexis always.  My man he love to visit on the church, to the park. I try to look this place to take the heaviness inside me. I shake my head upon remembered that I never be with them in this places because I'm so occupied on the people around me.

Even at home I still care the things gulf alway use. The house is the only living prof of my long lost family and the reason to that lost is me.

In every corner of the house is keep reminds me, his sexy move when he cook at his kitchen,  his images while seating on the couch on the living room while he is on his favorite show on TV. His angelic voice every morning he wake up me, for me to ready for my work.

I keep all those thing in same place, never touch and move because he hated the most if his things is gone in the place where he put. Those things is till there waiting for his coming. It was the thing he keep to reminds me how useless I was,  how terrible husband and father I am.

Everyday God made for me, i alway visit the places he love. Now I'm in my way  the mall where he always had his short shopping for our household needs,  I go to the grocery section I look the things he use for his baking, I buy the ingredients every month in case get he come home. After I go to the diaper section so I can buy some for baby Alexis if she come home. It is my usual duty here.

After in the grocery, I go to the book store this place I never come ever since he leave. But today I remember he really love reading books and magazines and also Alexis might start reading and writing or she start a early school

I go to the children books I take some of story books, coloring books that can interes her. ' I know she is as smart as her mom. Because my wife is one of the honor student when he graduate in his college.

After the children's books I go to the magazine section. Gulf love to had a culinary magazine, interior and exterior magazine, sports, clothing and gardening magazines. I take the most latest issue. My eyes is almost jump on what I saw. My God he answer my prayer.

' thank you Lord for giving me a chance to see him again. ' I whisper.

I open the magazine that I hold. I see the pages it was almost gulf post. This magazine issue is for the most expensive clothing company. I was shuck when the sales lady ask me

"Excuse me sir,,, do you buy that magazine?  Because you open it already.. "

"yes mss. I buy this. Hmmm.... Mss. Do you know how many months this model is cover this magazine?" I ask to the woman.

"ahhh.... Yes sir. She is mss.  Garcia she was cover of this company in almost two years. She is will known in US, and she is usual face of big companies in line of cars, clothing, hotels, restaurant, some shipping lines, and malls." She answer me truthfully.

"ahhhh okay... Thank you." I said.

"hmmm do you know her sir? " she ask me.

"Yes ms. I know her so much. "

"ohh by the way sir... They said she is Filipino,  and she come here next month for her photoshoot." She'd added.

"Really thanks for the information. I take this. " after what I heard,  I smile widely  and hoping that day will come fast.

I never think how gulf become a model. Gulf  is more shy reserve and can't stand to many people around. But I don't care as long as l found the person I wish for two long years.

TO BE CONTINUE......