Lyric to my song

Chapter// 3

Well we did it. We broke the Internet, or I should say we broke Twitter. I was shocked at the little hate I got.
Well now I'm back on the tour bus packing my things.
Today is the day I go see my family again.

Danny and Felix were helping me pack and the second I turned my back one of them had my bras on.
I'm gonna miss them. even thought it's only gonna be a week.

my parents are trying to talk me into bringing my sister to La with me .
I'm pretending I don't want to but deep down I really want some girl company there.
And I don't really have any girls that are friend. My only friends are Danny , Felix, Shawn, and Matt.
I know their ALL guys but no I am not a slut.

I got a text from Shawn

S- Hey babe
D- Hey
S- Are you leaving today
D- Yeah :-(((
S- Matt said your gonna be in LA in two weeks
D- Mm did he
S- Well..?
D- Well what
S- Is it true?
D- The LA thing?
S- YES!
D- OMGEE yes it's not a big deal
S- okay well I can't wait to see you again ;)
-20 minutes later-
S- Hello?
-40 minutes later-

I got out of the car, with Danny and Felix.
Time to go back home.
I let my security guards handle the bag and shit.
Danny carried me in bridal style and Felix was walking beside us.
I had my black purse in my hand along with my phone.

I was sad.
my mom and dad told they have bad news,
did my dog die?
is my grandma okay?

(note: i have never been in an airport and dont know how all that works so bear with me here:-) )

Danny carried me to the seats in the airport.
my manager told me that all my bags will be handled so I can just get on the plane and not worry about anything.

i had my lady bug pillow pet, my headphones, my wallet, phone, my portable changer thingy.

i heard my flight being called and i got up and got on the plane.

....two hours later....

i got into my mums car
broom broom.
which contained my sister, my mum, my dad, and my luggage.
i told them about how i sat by a girl the plane who i recognized from Instagram.
Acacia Brinley. i absolutely adore her!!
we swapped numbers and talked the whole time.

my mum of coursed asked me if i have seen Sammy recently.
i of course said no. because i didn't.
my parents hate Sammy because he's an older boy but me and Sammy were in love once, not like that love that last two weeks like that love that you get really sad over all the time because you know it was real. it had to be real.

Sammy and me haven't talked in 5 months.
no biggie.

my sister almost brought up Matt and in shot her 'the look'
she understood that i will cut a hoe.
After dinner I heard a knock on my window,
I hesitated for a couple minutes then opened it when I heard several louder knocks.

And guess who climbed in the window?
The one.
The only.
Samuel Wilk.

"How did you know I was home" I said
He laughed and flashed his million dollar smile
"Not even a hello? You haven't changed at all babygirl"
"That's makes two of us" I said as he sat on my bed staring at me
"Your hairs gotten longer"
"How did you know I was home?"
"Your a lot skinnier"
"Sam how did you know I was home"
"Your ass has gotten bigger"
"Damnit Sammy" I raised my voice
He laughed "You're sister has quick fingers and a loud mouth"
I swear to god I'm going to-
I didn't get to finish my thought when Sam cut me off.
"You're still in love with me"
"I'm not"
"You are Danika. The eyes are the window to the soul and your eyes are like a seven year old child. They tell on you"
I pushed my hair back
"What do you want Sammy"
"You."
"You can't have me."
"Why? Because you have a image to protect"
"No because I have me to protect"
he smiled and looked at my bed. examining it.
Like he was looking for something..
This son of a bitch.
"Do you remember-"
"Don't" I tried to cut him off but he kept talking
"We made love here."
"Samuel"
"I'll never forget it, I saw the pain in your face when I took your virginity. Just like I saw it when you left. The same face"
He chucked and continued
"I remember you saying 'hurt me to much and I'll make you want it even more' turned me on" he licked his lips
"You still turn me on."
"Okay stop" I put my hand up
"You need to let me be, you hurt me and I hurt you so we need to move on. hanging on to a lost cause isn't healthy or beneficial"
"I know I hurt you, in more ways then one" he smirked "but I love you"
"You cheated on me"
"I did not." He looked me straight in the eyes.
"Damnit Sam you did."
He quickly got up and pulled me closer to him and put his fingers in my tangled hair. I licked my lips thinking he was going to kiss me.
He didn't smile or smirk or move his face.
He gave me a blank stare until he finally spoke.
"Drunk or sober it was always you. Only you."

And with that he released his hold on me and squeezed my hand before he left out the window.

I crawled into bed. rethink everything that had just happened.