Arthur knight
Its been 4 nights and 5 days since we have been here. 4 days ago when colonel asked me to wait for 2 days I bore with it as I knew I couldn't do much. But dinner time that very day Mr Targarean said that his man gave him the time of 5 days from now.Hearing that my anger sky rocketed. Am already walking on a very thin line somehow holding my sanity. I was on the verge of outburst do were the García's, but his next words soothed them.
"be patient please for this man is worth the wait for. And he has confirmed that Angel was brought there" colonel tried to calm us down.
By then I had already gone back to my cold expression less demeanor as his eyes spoke more than his words. There's definitely alot more about this man then what looks on surface.
I didn't want to hear anything else for I knew I won't be able to control my demons. So I stood up and left but not before making it clear to him that I'll be there when he meets that man. I left then I didn't want to hear anything else.
Since the time I stepped here each of their eyes spoke or should i say speaks a different story.
Mr and Mrs Targarean longing, guilt love may be. I understand why the woman who gave birth to me feels all these emotions. She knew very well what i went through as my dear biological father not only abused her.
He abused me too, as according to him we both were just freeloaders eating all his money, living in his house. He loves beating me more as he said and I quote "a boy should be able to take more than woman"
So I guess leaving me for further abuse all alone did that to her . Mr Targarean well he would feel guilt for I know one thing for sure he loves my biological mother far too much to ignore it. But longing may be because they do not have a son.
They both think that they are very good at covering those emotions. Well no doubt they are good. Just that when a 12 year old boy starts reading intentions of people around him. A decade later nothing can be hidden from those eyes.
Uptill now she has tried to keep distance from me but i know all this is eating her and at some point she will. Approach me. Her eyes still try to find that innocent 10 year old boy.
But that boy was dead the moment she left him. The 10 year old me i wasnt that naive even back then. Alot of things she's not aware of things I don't intent to inform her too.
I used to lock her in the bathroom saying the door got jammed as it has got rustic. What She doesn't know is.. It was never jammed.... He was there to beat her, to rape her to share her with another man.
Numerous times he sold her just to pay the loss he incurred in gambling but I didn't led that happen which always resulted me in getting beaten to a pulp.
That's why I was sold along with her in that cargo. My biological father he used to call me momma's boy yet my biological mother thought of me as daddy's blood. How ironic isn't it!!
The most intriguing for me is the little one here Ariel. She keeps following me everywhere. She thinks she was being very discreet but she hasn't. What bothers me is, her eyes.
Those big brown eyes are always stuck on the tats of my back. There's a reason I have them. A reason I never let anyone touch me back. Not even Angel. Yeah Angel may have only added more scratches to it during our wild sex.
But Ariel.... Each time she looks at me it feels like she can see those scars the scars so mercilessly carved onto my skin. The scars where now a huge skull lays . but..... but how.
Her eyes are always filled with tears and love. All of there eyes are but I'm hone too far away without emotions, without these relations. Having survived all by myself for so long.
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