I carry this thing in my heart
This empty thing that seems to hurt
I feel like am tied to something
Something that is holding me back
I feel the tears forming in the corner of my eyes
My hands going up to my cheeks
Wanting to rub the tears off but its doesn't stop
So I burry my head in my pillow
The salty ocean in my eyes drenching the pillowcase
I feel tired and lifeless.
I want to run in the middle of the night
Chasing nothing but my shadow
I want to run to the top of the mountains
Shout out everything to no one
I want the birds to hear me out
I want them to hover above me in the sky
Singing down to me in a way of comfort
I want to jump off the mountains and land in a place
A place where I can no longer feel empty
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Putting my poetry out so that one day I can look back to it and see where I moved from.
With love,
SBI
YOU ARE READING
MIDNIGHT MIND
Poetrywriting words that the heart utters The thoughts the minds ponders The verses the mouth is too ashamed to mutter