Warzone *Nathan Sykes love story*

Chapter 5

*Tessa's POV*

I woke up to the sun shining through the windows. My vision was blurry but it soon cleared up. I looked around the room and I realized I wasnt in my own room. I was in Nathan's room. I dont remember much from last night. I remember being with Harry and seeing Nathan under that tree in the cemetary. I also remember falling and scrapping my arm. I touched the scrap on my arm and it stung. I kept trying to remember everything I could. Late last night I heard Nathan's voice next to me. I also felt something on my lips. Did he kiss me? Eh, I wouldnt count on it. I looked next to me and that part of the bed was messed up. It looked like someone was sleeping there before. I went to sit up and got immediatly dizzy. I managed to sit all the way up but I held my head in my hand. Then I heard a knock on the door but the person didnt wait to come in. It was Nathan.
"Hey! Tessa you're awake!" Nathan closed the door behind him and walked over to the bed at sat down next to me.
"Yeah sadly I am..." I said, feeling more dizzy as I talked.
"I know you had a rough night last night. I wanted to say I'm sorry." He looked down then looked back up at me.
"Why are you saying sorry? It's not your fault." I said reassuring him. He nodded. There was a moment of awkward silence between us. Nathan looked up at me and gently placed his hand on my cheek. But I jerked my head away because it stung.
"OW!" I yelled. I felt myself get more dizzy.
"Sorry I thought it wouldnt sting..." He said. Why did my cheek sting like a muthatrucka?
"Did I hurt my face to?" I asked. Nathan nodded. I sighed. I looked down at my arms and saw that my scars were showing. I quickly hid my body under the blanket. When I did, Nathan gave me a confusing look.
"Still cold.." I said with a smile. All he did was nod slightly and half smile. Did he know something?
"So today is the day your mom leaves." He reminded. My eyes went wide as for I forgot.
"Oh no! I totally forgot!" I quickly jumped out of bed heading to the door to go to my room to get changed.
"Wait!" Before I could reach the door, I felt Nathan grab my arm and spin me back around. Why does he always do this? My dizziness got worse and I fell into Nathan's arms. Good thing he caught me. I looked up at him. His eyes change so much. It can go from hate to lust to love so fast. And this...this was love. He brought himself closer towards me.
"I'm glad you're okay" He said with lots of sympathy. I decided to be smart with it.
"I'm glad you came" We both started laughing alittle. Then our laughter died down and our smiles faded as we looked eachother in the eyes.
He pressed his forehead against mine. I could feel his hot breath on my face. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling his body as close as it could be to mine. He put one hand on my cheek where the cut was. I felt him lean in closer. Our lips started to slowly touch. I could feel his lips gently on mine but we werent fully kissing. He seemed nervous. I could feel his hand shaking alittle bit on my cheek. He pressed his lips alittle bit more onto mine but not much. Even when we arent fully kissing, I could feel sparks. I was getting frustrated and right as I was about to fully kiss him, we heard a knock on the door. Me and Nathan jumped away from eachother. I quickly opened the door. It was Tom.
"Why are yo- What happened to you!?" Tom gently touched my cheek.
"Well It's a long story, I hardly remember." I said. Tom then looked over at Nathan.
"Well yesterday she went to the park with Harry and-" Then Nathan got cut off by Tom.
"Harry did this to you?!" He yelled. I quickly shook my head. I didnt want Tom thinking Harry did this to me.
"I found her like that. She was knocked out in the park." Nathan finished explaining.
"Then where did Harry go?" Tom crossed his arms. I could tell he was pissed.
"Well we had a fight and he left me there..." I looked down and then at Nathan when he started talking.
"You two got into a fight? You two seemed fine when I went there and saw him on top of you making out" He had anger in his voice and he had hate in his eyes...or was it jealousy? No he couldnt be jealous. Then I saw Max's head pop in.
"Oh hey Tessa! Glad you're awake!" He said happily. I half smiled at him. The Tom started yelling again.
"YOU WERE MAKING OUT WITH HARRY!!!??" I flinched. I have never heard Tom yell like that before.
"I'm just gonna go..." Max said awkwardly then walked away. I looked down.
"Yeah she was I saw her" Nathan said. I looked at him again and gave him a hurt look.
"Listen Tom I'm sorry, I didnt intend for it to happen, it just did" My voice started cracking by the end of that sentence. Tom sighed.
"I'm sorry Tessa, I didnt mean to yell like that" He looked down at his feet then back up. I half smiled.
"Its fine" I said.
"Okay now lets go say goodbye to your mom" We all made our way downstairs. I saw my mom at the door with her bags waiting for us to say goodbye. I ran over to her and gave her a big hug.
"Im gonna miss you mom!" I said about to tear up.
"Im going to miss you too." She responded. We let go of the hug and she looked at me.
"Oh my goodness Tessa what happened to you!?" She gently touched my cheek.
"Oh I just fell yesterday at the park no biggy." I said like it was no big deal.
"Oh honey I'm glad youre okay! I love you" She gave me one last hug.
"I love you too" We let go of the hug then Tom hugged her goodbye. She lectured us one more time for us to be careful and for Tom to take good care of me. Then she walked out the door. Tom, Max, Siva and Jay all went back upstairs and left me and Nathan downstairs. I went into the kitchen to grab myself something to eat. As I was making myself some easy mac & cheese (lol), I heard Nathan come over to me. I was still so angry at him when he ratted me out for kissing Harry in the park. I thought he wouldnt do that. His emotion towards me can change so quickly and I have no clue why. I felt Nathan put his hand on my shoulder. I quickly shook him off me.
"What was that for?" He asked. I turned towards him and looked him in they eyes.
"One moment you can be sooo sweet and funny and then the next youre a complete jerk to me! You almost kissed me upstairs and then you go and tell Tom about me and Harry to make him yell at me!" I whispered/yelled. I didnt want the boys to hear from upstairs.
"I didnt mean to" He said. I could hear the guilt in his voice,
"Yeah right it sure sounded like you ment it." The microwave beeped and I took out my mac & cheese. I walked away from him and sat down on the couch to eat. He still stood in the kitchen.
"I find you in the park and basically save you and you talk to me like that?!" He spatted coming over to me and stood infront of me. My eyes widened and I stood up.
"Me!? Your pointing out how I'm talking to you! You've been a complete asshole to me ever since I met you! Sure yeah youve been sweet sometimes but you can completely change any second! This morning you were amazing! I thought that maybe you wouldnt be a jerk to me anymore but there you go again with your attitude and telling Tom about me and Harry!!!" I yell. I didnt even care if the boys upstairs heard. Nathan just looked at me. He had anger in his eyes.
"Well maybe if you didnt kiss Harry I wouldnt be mad, maybe if you hadnt of gone with Harry none of this would have happened. Maybe if none of this ever happened you wouldnt be acting like such a bitch!!" He yelled. I started tearing up.
"I'm only acting like a bitch because of how you're treating me right now!" I quickly went to walk away but he grabbed onto my arm. Not again...
"What do you want?!" I spatted at him as he turned me around to face him. He opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out. He let go of my arm. Then I remember what Harry told me in the park before he walked off. Then I spoke up. "It really shouldnt matter how you treat me I guess...We're not even together...." I then walked away.
I made my way upstairs into my room. I looked in the mirror and I looked awful. My hair was messed up, I had a scratch on my face, there was dirt all over my clothes, my eyes were red and my makeup was smeared. I walked over to my dresser and took out some underwear, a new bra, a grey long sleeved shirt and some yoga pants. I walked into my bathroom to take a shower. I got undressed and hopped in. I let the hot water run all over me. I went through everything in my head. I thought meeting the boys and living with them would be awesome but apperently not. I love the boys already but Nathan...hes just...i dont know. I expected him to be alot nicer and sweeter. I carefully washed my body because of how sore I was. I then washed my hair and got out. I put my hair up in a towel and got dressed. I then dried my hair and straightened it. I did my makeup and everything. I looked at myself in the mirror.
"You going somewhere?" I heard someone say. I turned around and saw Tom at my door.
"Nope. Just making myself look at least a bit attractive." I turned back around to the mirror. I saw Tom come up behind me and put his hands on my shoulders.
"Tessa, You're beautiful even when you are at your worse." He said smiling. I looked at him through the mirror and smiled. We went over and sat down on my bed. "look Tessa, I didn't mean to yell at you before about you and Harry." Tom said with guilt in his eyes.
"Tom, I know you didn't. You already apologized. It's really okay!" I said rubbing his back.
"I really am sorry. I know you say it's okay but I'm just worried about you. Plus One Direction is our competition!" He had tears in his eyes. But I laughed alittle at the last part.
"I understand that. I know you're worried about me and I know you're only looking out for me. That's why yelling at me is okay. Yeah I was a bit shocked because just before Nathan was about to kiss me and then he turned." I explained everything to Tom about what was going on with Nathan.
"Well, he needs an attitude check cause I am not going to let him live here if he is gonna treat my cousin like that!" Tom exclaimed.
"No no no no, Tom don't say that. I don't want him knowing I told you everything. Please? Between us?" I said giving him my puppy eyes.
"Alright, for now!" I gave him a big hug. Tom really is like my brother.
"Awww how cute! Cousin love!! So precious!" We heard Jay say in a girly voice. Me and Tom both looked at him weirdly. Max and Siva followed behind him, making girly faces. I started laughing hard. This is why I love the boys.

"You guys are idiots!" I shook my head at them, laughing.

I then realized, as long as I have these boys, I will be just fine.

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Hey!!! Sooo I know I haven't uploaded in forever ! But I would love to start continuing this story. Thank you for all the reads and comments I've gotten so far! I'll try to update as much as possible.

The next chapter I might skip more into the future because as we all know soooooooooooooo much has happened since I wrote this story. But the wanted will still be together and they won't break up until later in the story. I have so much planned! Thank you so much! Love you all xx