"Okay Prod hold on i'm down the block."you said as you turned the corner"No no forget it just meet outside in five minutes"you hung up.You pulled up to his house. He was outside already.He got in the car.
"Just drive okay I don't care where we go just drive."he said
"Okay."you pulled off."What's wrong??"you asked
He just looked at you.
"I'm your best friend and you know you can tell me anything Prod i'm here for you and I always will be."you said.
"I'll tell when we get to where we going y/n."he said as he was looking out the window.
"Okay." You drove to the park.You know he needed to vent here because you was not going to the movies with him being Mr. Grumpy.
"The park?"he asked"I thought we were going to the movies y/n."
"We are after you let a little steam off."you parked the car."Noe get out the car and tell me what's wrong with you."you said as you got out the car.
"Fine i'll get out but i'm not walking a-"you grabbed him out the car and closed the door."Fine I guess i'll walk."he fixed his shirt"Why do you do that?"
"Because I know that there is something bothering and you still not speaking."you answered.
"I love you."he smiled.
"Mhmm I love you too now speak Craig."
He looked at you and laugh.
"Alright i'll talk."he chuckled.
"I'm listening."you crossed your arms.
"Okay."he paused"Sometimes I don't wanna wake up alone but sometimes I wanna wake up and be on my own."he looked at you as you both started walking.
"I understand your problem its just if you don't want to wake up alone just find a girl that you want to wake up next everyday but you want be on your own sometimes see that's easy just out and make your money on your own."you shrugged.
"No see the first part makes sense but the second pa-nevermind."
"What?"
"Sometimes I don't want to walk by and smile. But at the same time I don't wanna let people down."
"All that weight on your shoulders just use that weight and prove everyone wrong. People want to see you fail Prod and you shouldn't let them see you down."
He nodded showing that he understands.
"Okay you do NOT have an option to fail and let them see you down you grow string and stand tall and say you can do this."
He smirked.You looked at him.
"Can you imagine the weight of the world placed on your shoulders trapped in this world and no one can reach you so no one can help you?"he asked
"Be hunnit?"you asked.
He nodded.
"Honestly in a way I can see and I can't see it."you said."I can see it because everyone at some point has a lot on their plate.I can't see it because sometimes when you don't give a fuck about what anyone has to say."
"Yeah but."he stopped.
"But what?"
"Its getting heavy I think i'm bout ready to break down."he admitted.
"Go ahead i'm here."
"I'm standing up but i'm falling down. Time keeps on ticking I wish there was a way to slow it down."
"Pr-"he cut off.
"Someone pick me up cause i'm falling down."it sounded like he was going to cry.
"Why is it so easy for you to blame? We're only humans we're all the same."he said
"What you mean?"
"People can sit there and bash you for shit and hate you for no reason like why is it so easy for them to blame me or anyone else we all make mistakes shit we're all fucking human you feel me?"
"I get you well that's because people need a reason to hate so they use your flaws against you or bring up your past or sit there and make up lies."
"I've given up everything in exchange for being alone i'm shaking these demons underneath all the pride."he walked in front of the car and you unlocked the door.He got in and looked at you as if he was going to cry.
"Cry let it out."you suggested.
"Its getting heavy I think i'm bout ready to break do-"he started crying.You held him.
"Prod you gon fight it okay you're strong enough to fight this."
"Falling down."he cried even more. You hugged him tighter.
"You are not falling because I have you and i'm not letting down."you said."I promise i'm not letting you fall."
Song: Fallin' Down
Artist: Chris Brown