Crossmare oneshots 💜✨

distraction

People make mistakes they say. Nobodies perfect they say. Shut the fuck up, Nancy.

I was going through SHIT while writing this👍

🍡Nightmare's POV🍡

I closed the door of my dark room illuminated by the soft glow of my lights. "You say one wrong thing and people, well, they hate you. With a burning, firery passion." I vented. For some context, I hosted this 'party' and fricked up in front of people you probably shouldn't frick up infront of.

"It wasn't you're fault, don't blame yourself." Cross tried comforting me.

"You don't have to say that, Cross.." I bit my lip. "You and I both know that that's not true..."

My companion on the other end of the room sighed. "They don't.. hate you. We all just, slip up sometimes. People make mistakes." He weakly smiled at the end of that.

My throat ached and my eyes were swelling up with tears, which I forced back into my eyes. I stood against the wall, trying not to cry infront of Cross. I know he didn't mind, but I did. "Yeah." I started. Avoiding eye contact. "But eventually we reach a 'limit' and it's no longer a mistake, people start expecting it."

I was still staring into the wall before I looked up to see Cross towering over me. His face right above mine. I stared deeply into his eyes, my breathing quick, painful and heavy. His face was unreadable until he smiled softly. "What are y–"
I managed to get out before he silenced me with his finger. "Shhhh. Everyone's left by now."

My stupid tired brain had no idea what he was implying. "Can I?" He asked. My pupils dilated in confusion and surprise. "What?.. oh.. OH!" I realized. "Uh sure I guess–"

Cross immediately pulled me into a kiss. For a few moments I kept my eyes open so wide it hurt,  before I slammed them shut and melted into the kiss.

Even if me and Cross had been dating for a few weeks we never really kissed like this before. I put my arms around his back gripping onto his shirt tightly. He wrapped his arms around me aswell, holding me so I wouldn't pass out and fall down (I was actually very tired during the events currently taking place.)

I think I heard Cross whisper a few things that didn't get to my hearing range. We continued this for several minutes before I broke off to breathe.

I was so out of breath it was hard to speak, not that I wanted to. My whole body was tensed up and tight. And Cross could see that. I was a little very very much much embarrassed that I had just made out with my partner.

"You should relax, Night." Cross recommended "focus on the present, not the past." He rubbed my back sympatheticly. I wasn't letting what happened go. It was like the past was the present. Thinking about it to much, I accidently let a single weak, pathetic tear run down my cheek. Stupid.

The tear slowly rolled down as if to rub it in my face that I was crying. Infront of my boyfriend. Again. We stood there for a moment just breathing before I buried myself into his chest and hugged him.

I started sobbing into his sweater as he rubbed my back and embraced me. "There there, let it all out." Cross soothed.

My crying soon evolved into slight sniffles now and then. My eyelids eventually felt heavy as I started drifting off into sleep. Cross picked me up and carried me to my bed. The soft glow of lights and Cross's face were the last thing I saw before I passed out. Just like that.

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WHOOPS
It may not be the longest or best thing ever but I really find comfort it it.
Sorry if the kissing scene wasn't family friendly enough for you.