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~MCR-Famous Last Words~
I woke up in the same spot I was in before.I raised my arms up to hold my head when I saw the amount of blood and bruises. My so called mom had gone out to the living room, as usual after beatings. I stood up using the wall for support.
What time is it? I looked down at my watch. HOLY SHIT!!! It was 2am, I was out for 4 hours.
My doctor had said if i got any more concussions that trauma was very posible along with brain damage. He also my dreaming may get worse. He starined that the damage could go beyond repair.
I scooted my feet till I got to the bathroom still wobbly.I shut the door and locked it behind me. I looked straight ahead into the mirror. This time it wasn't just a few bruises, It was alot of bruises and cuts from my arms up. There was also a lot of glass in my arm and left side of my face.
I opened up the mirror and grabbed the tweezers. I started pulling out the glass piece by piece. One piece had missed my eye by an inch. "Fuck" I wimpered in pain.
*10 minutes later*
I had just pulled the lat piece out of my lower left arm. I pushed all of the glass off the counter into the trash below. I wiped the blood off the counter and threw the washcloth into the laundry basket behind me.
I grabbed a towel from underneath the sink and put it on the edge of the tub. I got undressed and let the warm water slowly fill it up. Once it was about halfway full I turned it off and grabbed another washcloth to wash me.
I got in the tub one foot at a time and sat down. It was so relaxing. It was just me and my thoughts there. I pushed away the thoughts of what people would think of the cuts on my face. I played with the bubbles for a bit. I gently scrubbed the somewhat dry blood off. I decided it was time to go to bed to i pulled the plug and took a rinse shower. I turned the knob off and got out. I wrapped myself compleatly in the towel and walked out to my room. I got in PJs and went to bed.
