1989 |a.m.| On Hold

Chapter 1: Getting There (under construction)

A/n: This story will be very hard to write for me because it relates to me in some way there will be emotional moments so beware. Thank you ChampagneMahxne.

"Guess you never truly know when you love someone until you lose them."

"Mo-?"

"No."

Tears just rolled down. There never was time to show how I really felt time just went by in a flash and took the most precious thing in my life. Everything just seemed to fall to the ground and shatter even the tiniest pieces.

"And what's worse is that now all those memories are stuck in mind until the last heartbeat of my life."

December 31, 1988

Karen's Pov

"Come on Karen you have to get up and do something it's New Year's Eve and you're sitting here in your room reading a book." My best friend Jade tried convincing me to go to a party.

"I told you Jade no for the millionth time I don't go to parties." I argued back at her. For some reason I don't go to parties. They are just not my type of thing, I guess.

"No please you can drive me back home when I get drunk. Besides you need to let your wild side let loose aga-" she cut herself short and gave me a sympathetic look.

"Sorry it's just that sometimes I forget, you know what you don't have to go if you don't want to I'll just stay here with you." she rambled, giving me a forced smile. I hate pity and all I see is her giving me pity. I will not let anyone feel sorry for me.

I finally agreed to go to this "party" and got dressed in this short black dress, very short if I may add.

*At the party*

We have been here for about three hours and all I see is people either making out in a corner or snorting cocaine.

These people seriously disgust me all they think about is sex, money, and getting high.

Remind you of anyone, my conscience screams.

After going around and trying to look for a quiet place, I gave up.

There is definitely no quiet places here. Guess I'll just have to let loose, after all it is the end of the year.

I willingly went to the "bar" and took around six cups of some sort of alcoholic beverage and went to the dance floor.

Taking the red plastic cup with me and grinding and screaming along with the music.

All I can remember is making out with some random guy and then waking up on a bed.

I begin to freak, I lift the covers and exhale. Luckily, I'm still dressed.

I get back up off the bed and run to the bathroom to spill my guts then walk back downstairs with a new drink in hand.

I know after what just happened I still drink another one. Well it's because once I start drinking I don't stop. Literally.

"Karen stop. You are going to-" Vomit came rising up my throat and spilled all over his shoes.

"Throw up." I gave him an apologetic smile and ran away to find a washroom.

There's a reason why I don't party and drink but once I do I have a hard time controlling myself.

"Babe please lets just go home and get some rest. Tomorrow will be a new day." My mind was fuzzy and the only thing on my mind was Drinking.

"Get away from me you bastard."

10...

"Close your eyes."

9...

"Breathe in."

8...

"Exhale."

7...

"Make A Wish."

6...

"Countdown to two and open your eyes to see your wish come true."

5..

4...

3...

2...

"What-"

1...

"Will You Marry Me?"

A/n: Here it goes well not my best writing but like I said this will be very hard to write hope you like it. Vote and Comment please!

Love Ari ❤

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