facing the world

emotional distress

Bi-bi's pov.
Spanish 3rd period:

I was sitting quietly as usual answering some question on a worksheet when i heard someone sit in the seat next to me that had previously been vacant. I quickly turned my head to see who was invading my privacy. To my surprise it was Que and he was staring right at me. Smiling. I was a little creeped out at first but whatever.

"Hi." i said sounding kinda confused. He just chuckled. And it was rich, deep and beautiful just like his voice. ❤❤❤

"Hi. Why you sound so confused. You dont want me to sit here oh i can leave if you want?.." he said while getting up i quickly reached my hand out to hold onto his.

"No wait. Stay. You can stay." i said practicaly in one breath.

"Oh so you want daddy to stay. If you want daddy to stay all you have to do is say it" he explained. I must have looked horrified and embarrassed because he quickly said " I'm just kidding. I wouldn't have left any way."

"Oh" was all i could say.So i finally get a chance to speak to the love of my dreams like literally the love of my dreams and 'oh' is all i can say. Ugh im a mess.

"Do you wanna work together?" I asked shyly

"Sure thats why i came over here i wanted to talk to you" he said

"Okay" i replied.

We worked on a couple questions before he finally spoke again and what he said had me feeling some type of way.

"Anyone ever told you how beautiful you are ma," Que said

I looked at him a little bit surprised but i smiled at him and said "thanks".

"No problem. I think i might have to start calling you my star cause the twinkle of your eyes reminds me of the stars" he said

"Thanks. you can stop being cheesy now."

"Cheesy?" he faked hurt and put his hands over his chest "that really hurt"

I chuckled and just smiled at him.

"Sorry i didn't mean to hurt you sweety i didn't know you were so fragile until now." i said sarcastically speaking as if i were explaining something to a a child

"There is alot more of that where that came from if you can keep calling me names like that." he said with what sounded like hope in his voice.

"Did you know that's what girlfriends are for. Why dont you ask Andra to call you sweet names." i said a little harshly with a hint of jealousy in my voice.

"Na it wouldn't be the same ma." He said not even sounding affected by my last statement.

"Exactly it would be better because she's your girlfriend. " i said with a annoyance evident in my voice. Like i just realized he has a girlfriend why is he trying to talk to me. The one type people i hate the most are player's/ cheaters. Im not sure if its because i got played before or if its because my dad cheated on my mom. It doesn't even matter i dont wanna be the one to wreck a relationship.

"No actually you're beautiful and you're smart you also have better judgment than andra does. If Andra was in your place she wouldn't care that i have a girlfriend and i repect you for that." he said sounding serious

All i could say was "oh" again.

"Okay but i can't talk to you doe for real cause i ain't looking for drama with your girl" i added.

"Oh ight i understand but we can't even be friends ma?" he asked sounding disappointed.

"Um..ill think about it" i replied.

He looked at me disappointed

"I was kidding sure. but just friends."

"ight " he said with a grin.