bringing her back to life

chapter 7(biggest mistake and hospital)

Bani was walking to the kitchen since everyone was in there rooms when all of a sudden veer called her
Veer: sweetheart
Bani turned to him and went to him
Bani(not meeting his eyes):yes veeranshu
Veer:can you please iron my shirt I am going to need it today
Bani nodded and started ironing while ironing she accidentally burnt the shirt and veer got made and said
Veer(angry):what the hell bani you just burnt my shirt how could you
Bani(scared):I am sorry
Veer(angry):I don't need your sorry ok you are the biggest mistake of my life maybe meera and dad are right when they say that you are a bad omen and that you are nothing but a burdan and a orphan I think you should just leave this house because you have no place in this house
Hearing this from her love the tears she has been keeping in for a long time came out and she ran to her room and sat in the dark with a knife in her had and cut her vain and smiled singing the blood, started singing
Bani(singing):Thought I found a way
Thought I found a way, yeah (found)
But you never go away (never go away)
So I guess I gotta stay now

Oh, I hope someday I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can fight my fear
(She closed her eyes and remembered  her father in laws words"I did a mistake by accepting you as my daughter in law you are nothing but a bad omen" and  opened her eyes and carried on singing)
Isn't it lovely, all alone
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin and bone
Hello, welcome home

Walkin' out of town
Lookin' for a better place (lookin' for a better place)
Something's on my mind
Always in my headspace
(She closed her eyes again and remembered her own sisters words "I did a mistake by accepting you as my sister you are nothing but a burden and a orphan she opened her eyes again)

Oh, I hope someday I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can fight my fear
(She closed her eyes for the last time and remembered her own husband veer's words "I don't want your sorry you are the biggest mistake of my life maybe meera bhabi and dad were right you are nothing but a dad omen and that you are a burban and a orphan maybe you should leave because you have no place in this house)
Isn't it lovely, all alone
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin and bone
Hello, welcome home

Woah, yeah
Yeah, ah
Woah, woah
Hello, welcome home
Her sight started getting blurry and she fell down
In veer's room
Veer:shit what did I do I should go apologize
He went to the guest room and knocked on the door but no one answered he opened the door and what he saw in front of him broke him he shouted
Veer(shouting):bani
Everyone heard him and went to the guest room, they all were shocked seeing bani lying in a pool of blood and a knife next to her without wasting time he picked her up and went to the hospital

In hospital
The singhania's arrived and then all of a sudden Dr. samrat kapoor bani's best friend very possessive about her and calls her babydoll,with fall in love with ragini
Samrat saw bani and ran to her
Samrat(taking bani from veer): babydoll wake up please (shouting)nurse nurse
The nurse came running and samrat said
Nurse:yes doctor
Samrat:bring a stretcher now
The nurse bought the stretcher and samrat put bani on the stretcher and took her to the ot room all the singhania's were waiting for samrat to come out and when he came out he had tears in his eyes he sat on the chair and veer asked
Veer:doctor what happened
Samrat(with tears and a bit of anger):she was or can I say is de.. depressed it was a suicide attempt
All of the singhania's were feeling guilty for insulting her including ragini aman was in tears knowing that his miss beautiful tried to commit suicide, but they never thought that she will go this far meera fell on the floor with a thud and started crying
Meera(crying):it is all my fault, I called her a burdan and a orphan it is all my fault
Samrat(angry):you called her a burdan really, meera di bani always use to praise you she always use to say that her meera di is the best and now you are the one who insulted her really
Veer:please let's just leave this when will bani wake up
Just then a nurse came
Nurse:doctor she woke up
Samrat:ok I will examine her now
Samrat went in and saw bani sitting lost in thought he closed her door and bani's attention went to the door when she saw him looking at her with a angry glare she felt guilty he went near her and slapped her while she held her cheek and looked at him
Samrat(angry):how could you bani how could you try to kill your self
Bani(teary eyes): because no one wants a bad omen a burdan or the biggest mistake of there life around them so it was the only option
Samrat:really only option were you not thinking about me when you did that really babydoll I am very disappointed in you
Bani(guilty):I am sorry
Samrat:I will forgive you but if you do it again you can forget me ok
Bani smilingly nodded and they both shared a hug
Samrat:ok now can I let your family in
Bani:no I don't want to see anyone I am sure they would not want to face the bad omen, durdan or biggest mistake of there lifes so don't call them in
All of the singhania's were sad hearing that bani did not want to see them but they all knew that her ignorance was justified
Bani:but please call aman in
Samrat:ok I will call aman
He went outside and aman came forward and asked
Aman:doctor is miss beautiful ok,is she awake can I see her please answer me
(P.s aman is 5 years old but he is very intelligent)
Samrat(bending to his level):are you aman
Aman:yes I am aman
Samrat:well then it is you who she is looking for you can go in but she wants no one else in there so please
Aman ran inside the room and saw bani lying there in the bed and went to go lay next to her and started sobbing and bani consoled him, while the singhania's were shocked seeing there bond
Aman(crying):miss beautiful why did you hurt yourself like this,what was your fault please don't ever leave me again
Bani wiped his eyes and  hugged him
Bani:I promise I will never do it again promise ok but please stop crying
Aman lied on banis chest and asked
Aman:miss beautiful can you please sing me a song
Bani nodded and started singing
Bani(singing):I've been watching you for some time
Can't stop staring at those ocean eyes
Burning cities and napalm skies
Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes
Your ocean eyes

No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you give me those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I've never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes

I've been walking through a world gone blind
Can't stop thinking of your diamond mind
Careful creature made friends with time
He left her lonely with a diamond mind
And those ocean eyes

No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you give me those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I've never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes

No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you give me those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I've never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
The singhania's noticed the pain in banis voice and got tears and bani smiled seeing aman sleep she kissed his forehead and slept

Is this long chapters better

Precap:looking into her eyes