"Give your daughters difficult names. Give your daughters names that command the full use of tongue. My name makes you want to tell me the truth. My name doesn't allow me to trust anyone that cannot pronounce it right."
- Sultana, you wanted to talk to me. - Şahin Giray said as he bowed to me when I came inside the Secret Gardens. This was the only place in the whole Palace where I could be safe without risking that anyone else could see me with him.
- I wanted to tell to you that I changed my mind. I am accepting your offer. - I said to Şahin calmly, without showing any emotion.
- I am glad you changed your mind Sultana. I promise to you that I will treat you like a princess as you deserve. You will never be sad again in your life. - he said and gave me a smile, but his smile made me feel nothing better after what happened with Valide.
- It better be like that, Hanzade. I am sure you don't want to have the same fate as my ex husband. - I said to him and gave him soft smile, because I didn't want to look so cold in front of him anymore.
- May I know what made you change your mind? You didn't seem like you were happy about it for the first time. - Şahin said to me in bit of distrust. I knew he could trust no one, and he didn't trust me yet.
- After everything what happened it's better like that. I remembered your words and I decided I will agree with your offer. But I need to make sure Sultan Ahmed agrees also. - I said and gave him a smile.
- You are Sultan's aunt, I am sure he would agree with you. Only problem is your mother, Safiye Sultan. - Şahin said seriously.
- It is not important wheter my mother finds it suitable or not. - I quickly answered him, not wanting to talk about my mother anymore.
- I hope I will make you feel happier, Sultana. Because I can't look the sadness in your eyes anymore. - Şahin said to me.
He acted so cold, but his words were the one that touched my heart, and I couldn't say no to my heart. I couldn't not listen to my heart anymore.
- I hope for that too, Hanzade. - I said to him and started walking away from Secret Gardens, but he stopped me.
- Sultana, whatever you need tell to Reyhan-aga. He is my friend. He will help you with whatever you need. - he said to me sounding like he really cares for me. I gave him a soft smile and left the Gardens.
As I came into Harem, Bulbul aga ran worriedly towards me. I saw on his face that something bad happened.
- Sultana, we have been searching for you. Sultan wants to see you immediatley. And he seems really angry. - Bulbul said to me really worriedly. I decided that I will go, and whatever happens I have nothing to lose.
Chief door keeper of Sultan's chambers opened the doors and let me in. Inside was Ahmed who was sitting furiously on his throne, and he had a letter in his hands.
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I came inside his chambers trying to act like nothing bad happened. I should still stay his innocent and nice aunt Ismihan which would never be able to do something bad. I bowed to him and gave him a smile.
- Your Majesty, I am sorry that I am late. I was in Hammam. - I said to him trying to apologise because I was late.
- Aunt Ismihan, I never thought the day when I will have to be angry on you will come. I always loved you and respected you, but you disappointed me. - Ahmed said looking at me disappointedly in me, and at another moment he looked at the letter.
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- I am sorry Your Majesty if there is anything wrong I have done, but I have no idea what are you talking about. - I said to him as I acted confused by his words.
- I am talking about this letter, aunt Ismihan. The letter Şahin Giray has sent you. - Ahmed said pointing me at letter he had in his hands. I felt anxious at this moment, because I never saw my nephew angry.
I stayed silent because I knew whatever I would say would make the things only worse. There was no way how could I get myselt out of this trouble, and my mother even made this worser.
- My favourite Anastasia found this in your chambers. What you have to say on that? - Ahmed asked me seriously.
- I wonder what was Anastasia doing at my chambers, Hunkarim. - I said to him looking him straight into eyes this time.
- She shouldn't have done this, of course. Nobody can enter your chambers, and I can't find even valid reason why she could have done this. - Ahmed said and looked away.
- I have reason why she did that. - I said to him seriously. He signalised me to continue to talk.
- That Hatun looks at me as an enemy, because I have sent you Rukiye Hatun. Anastasia is jealous of her and that's why she wanted to revenge me for sending Rukiye to you. - I said to him.
- But that doesn't explain why Şahin Giray's letter is in your room? How can you even excange letters with him? Do you know its forbidden? - Ahmed stood up in front of me which made me embarassed. I looked at the floor because I wanted this to be done as better as I could.
- There is one thing that I wanted to talk with you, Your Majesty. But until now, I didn't have a chance to do it. - I said to him as I acted shy this time, and Ahmed well known that I wasn't shy.
- Sit here. - Ahmed pointed me to his Throne where I sat together with him. He looked at me waiting for my answer.
- I know this may sound weird, and you will ask yourself how is this even possible. I know it's forbidden. - I said to him sadly.
- Aunt, tell me, please. You shouldn't be shy in front of me. - Ahmed said to me and putted his hands on my chin to raise my head.
- If you look at that at suitable, I would like to marry with Şahin Giray. - I said to him seriously. He stayed shocked. For few moments, he didn't even say a word. He looked at me in distrust, as he couldn't believe that I want to marry with Şahin.
- Where did you get that idea? Obviously not from your mother, as we all know she dislikes Şahin Giray. - Ahmed said to me seriously. It made me act shy again.
- You met us with him in the Gardens, Your Majesty. I talked with him, and it was his idea for that. I don't know if you find that suitable... - I started to say, but Ahmed interrupted me.
- Of course it's not suitable. You can't marry with Şahin Giray. - Ahmed said to me angrily like he was never before.
- But, Your Majesty.. - I started to beg him, but he signalised me with his hand to shut up.
- That is impossible. I will never allow that. Return to your chambers. - Ahmed said to me angrily and ordered the aghas to open the doors, so I could leave.
