Happy

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Happy.

Will I ever be happy?

Will there ever be a time where I am truly happy?

I feel like there never will be

I feel engulfed in darkness, being eaten away by the demons inside me.

Will I ever be pretty. skinny. smart. funny?

All I am is fat. Ugly. Stupid. Worthless.

My mind is a horrible place.

I want to go away...

Nobody cares.

Why would they?

I'm just a pathetic mess anyway...

Will I ever be happy?

Hopefully

I have to keep trying

Keep going

Staying positive.

Get rid of my demons

People do care

I may hate myself

And I'm constantly bringing myself down

But I have to learn to love me

Love who I am

One day I can.

Happy

Will I ever be happy?

Yes

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