Happy.
Will I ever be happy?
Will there ever be a time where I am truly happy?
I feel like there never will be
I feel engulfed in darkness, being eaten away by the demons inside me.
Will I ever be pretty. skinny. smart. funny?
All I am is fat. Ugly. Stupid. Worthless.
My mind is a horrible place.
I want to go away...
Nobody cares.
Why would they?
I'm just a pathetic mess anyway...
Will I ever be happy?
Hopefully
I have to keep trying
Keep going
Staying positive.
Get rid of my demons
People do care
I may hate myself
And I'm constantly bringing myself down
But I have to learn to love me
Love who I am
One day I can.
Happy
Will I ever be happy?
Yes
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My Poems
RandomJust some random thoughts I normally think of late at night. All poems are written by me.