𝐉𝐚𝐫 𝐎𝐟 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 || 𝐀𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

𝐵𝑙𝑢𝑒 (𝐾𝑜𝑔𝑎𝐺𝑜𝑠ℎ𝑖 𝐴𝑛𝑔𝑠𝑡)

↳ Suicide, death

He loved Blue
He loved the reflection of it on the ocean
The way it looked on warm summer days
The wonderful feeling you get when staring at it

He loved that blue had different meanings

Happiness
The feeling of joy and gracefulness that came with the color
The beautifulness of how it looked when people wore the color
The colorful Christmas lights and ornaments

Sadness
The feeling of tears falling down soft cheeks
Feeling 'blue', feeling sadness
Feeling scared and hopeless
Being afraid that nothing will change for the better

He never felt the sadness of the color blue. Always preferring to find the good in the bad.

But at this moment he felt it. That feeling that he never wanted to feel. Never wanted to understand.

He felt the tears falling, he felt scared and hopeless. He wondered what he could do to make everything better. To make everything go back to before.

Kanji loved the color blue, but as he stares At the blue flowers that rest on top of the closed casket, blue was no longer his favorite color.

Blue was the color that he would now always think of when he thinks of his lover.

Tsutomu loved the color red, and that is all that was seen as Kanji took his last breath.

Blue and red made purple, purple was the color of their now lifeless bodies, as they lay still with each other.