𝐉𝐚𝐫 𝐎𝐟 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 || 𝐀𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

𝑊𝑖𝑙𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠 (𝑆𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑆ℎ𝑖𝑟𝑎 𝐴𝑛𝑔𝑠𝑡)

The scene in front of Shirabu felt just like a movie. The moon glowing with the stars, casting a glow across Shirabu's skin.

Tangled up in the sheets with another person, in a hotel away from his home. He was the only one awake. Semi sleeping peacefully beside him. He said he wouldn't let it get this bad.

He said he would call off whatever he and Eita had before he got attached to him. He recalled their conversation around a year ago.

The sun was slowly setting, he and Eita hung outside after their senior prom. He remembers Semi kissing him. He remembers going back to Semi's house.

He remembers what happened that night. Semi's hands in his hair all night, Beautiful sounds filling the room. But he mostly remembers waking up in the morning and Semi telling him that he didn't want anything serious. Shirabu agreed, he couldn't imagine losing Semi, and if have what they had was the only way for them to stay together. He guessed he would do it.

Semi never noticed how his touches became more sensual instead of sexual. Or how his eyes glowed when Semi acted romantic. He sometimes wished that Semi mimicked his actions. But other times he was happy with what they had.

He was slowly falling in love with Semi Eita, and he couldn't stop it. The feeling of safety and comfort.

Shirabu stared at Semi as he slept, giving him a soft kiss on the forehead.

"I love you mi..."
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He wakes up to the sun rising. Semi isn't in bed, but he hears noises from the kitchen.

He sits up from the bed, getting a little dizzy at first. He stands and grabs his clothes, changing and walking to the small kitchen in the hotel room. And there he is, in all of his glory, Eita.

"'Morning, Eita." 

Semi turns his head and smiles at the boy in front of him.

"Morning, Shira, how'd you sleep?"

"Good I guess, " Shirabu says, yawning at the end of his sentence.

Semi hums, continuing to cook. Semi was always so gentle with him, kissing him softly and holding him in his arms.

He couldn't help but imagine if they were in a real relationship. Holding hands in public, kissing as one of them leaves for work. But Semi would always say that no one had to know what they did. And so no one did.

Semi finished cooking, sitting the plate down In Front of Shirabu. They ate and then continued their day like normal. And Shirabu was used to this, and Shirba was okay with this, but sometimes he wasn't.
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They kissed quickly, throwing their clothes on the floor as they walk to the bed. Shirabu moaning into Semi's mouth as he is pushed onto the bed. Holding each other close as they make more mistakes.

Shirabu knows this won't last. And maybe just maybe he is right.

As they lay down beside each other. Panting, Shira can't help but let a few tears slip out of his eyes. Semi looked over towards him but doesn't notice the tears. He tells him a good night before closing his eyes.

He waits for Shirabu to say it back, but when he doesn't he looks at his face. He then notices the tears, drying on his rosy cheeks.

"Are you okay Shira..?"

Shirabu nods before rubbing his eyes with the back of his hand.

"Did I hurt you..?"

Shirabu shakes his head, but Semi tilts his chin, making Shirabu open his eyes.