HER ADDICTION

Our history

2 years ago

Kendal and I started dating when we were 16. It happened when one of my friends forced me to to date him because I needed to supposedly "let lose". Plus a boyfriend could take my mind off of my home problems. On our first date Kendal made me feel so free and happy. I act felt normal, I felt like a teen.

Kendal took me to a fancy restaurant and we could barely even eat as we stared at each other with lovestruck eyes and got to know each other for hours. It was only when our waitress told us they were closing we snapped out of our trance and asked for takeout.

As we walked down the sidewalk of a busy city at night he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder we laughed and I also had my first kiss that night that wasn't from my stepdad, when he took me home. Although I was punished by bob that night I fell asleep thinking of Kendal . The next year was like heaven. But when all things go right it's always a sign things will go wrong.

On our year long anniversary he forgot, but I didn't. I went to his house to surprise him. But I found him sleeping with my best friend. I dropped my gifts and card as I watch this unfold infront of me. The sound of the gifts dropping and my gasp caught their attention and they jumped back in fear.

As I turned around to run out Kendal pulled me back in the room. I thought he would say something like "I'm sorry, it's not what it looks like, or just listen" but all he did was push me to the wall and pin me there are he said

"I wouldn't have to do this if u would have been easier to fuck like your friend here. This is your fault."

I let out sobs as I tried to get away, but all that lead to was a smack in the face.

"I'm not done speaking, you say a word of this to anyone you're dead. I will show all your private photos I took of you in your sleep." He said

Present

I shook the memories away just in time to hear him say in a pleading voice

"I made a mistake please listen to me."

"I know you did. For gods sake you fucked my best friend, hit me, and threatened me. As I said there is nothing to talk about." I replied as I yanked my wrist from his grip and headed to class as I heard him calling out my name, but I ignored him.

I went through classes in a blur until I felt another person pull me by the arm to a alley way. It was Jake. Once my head turned he started kissing me.

I furiously pushed him away and attempted to leave. But he yanked me back and asked

"What's wrong jade?"

I turned to him and slapped him.

"You came to our dorm and kissed me out of no where, then you fucked me and when I asked what was wrong you left. Then I saw you kissing another girl. So that's what's wrong!" I yelled pushing him and attempted to leave once again

"I wasn't in my right state of mind." He replied.

I then pulled again to leave, but he let me go this time.

I was heading to my class but I still had time to spare again, so I headed to the bathroom. Once in there I touched up my makeup to cover my tears. Then someone walked in. It was the blonde girl.

"I know you fucked my boyfriend." She said in a angry voice.

"What, I, who are you."

She gave a mocking laugh and said

"It's Hannah you little slut. Everyone knows that." She followed with

"I know your little secret, I know that you dated Kendal, and I will dig up more stuff on you. Don't try me"

Then she left.

After the encounter I headed off to class with a crowded mind. As I sat down I tried to shake away my thoughts before class. Then Jake sat next to me.