A Love of Siblings

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A/N: I know you all are probably really mad at me but I promise there is a reason why I did it. Killing Jaxx off was just the beginning to the end of the sequel but it's for the good of the last book of the saga! I promise you this isn't the last of him please just keep reading!!!!

It was hard to get out of bed the next day. I literally needed Sam's help just to get out of bed and down the stairs for breakfast. It was silent around the table, up until mom said something.

"I know that Jaxx being gone is rough for all of us, so your mom and I decided that it would be best for all of us to go on a mini vacation. Luna will step up to cover my duties as alpha. We all need time to clear our heads and come together as one as a family." I nodded my head at her.

"Will Sam and Jules be coming along?" Ju asked.

"I spoke to their parents already and they all agreed for them to stay home. I know, I know that they are your mates but since everything has happened with your brother we need this time." Ju nodded his head at the answer, neither one of us had it in us to argue. After breakfast was over Sam helped me pack some clothes to wear.

X

We arrived at the beach house yesterday, not much talking happened between the three of us. Ju and I had gained our strength back but I was still really tired so I decided that it was ok to take a nap on the couch.

I walked down a long pathway in the woods hoping to find the waterfall soon. I  finally reached it but instead of being alone there was a boy sitting there on the edge. As I got closer his head turned. I stopped in my tracks when I realized who it was.

"JAXX!" I yelled running towards him and pulling him into a hug. "I thought you died?"

"Nothing ends here. Jordan I'm sorry I was so stupid."

"No you weren't, I could have helped you."

"So you could die too. No, I was always trying to protect you." He stood up. and we walked for a while in silence. He still smelt the same, looked the same, hell he even acted the same. We got to a clearing. "Jordan don't turn around." he said looking a little scared.

"Jaxx what are you talking about?" I asked as he ran towards whatever it was. When I turned around it was a wolf. He was fighting it again, I knew that wolf. It was the same one that killed him. "JAXX! DON'T!" I yelled going forward towards him.

"Jordan stay back, I can do this it's my fight."

"I can't, let me help you!"  I watched him fight until I tried to do a spell and nothing was working, I couldn't shift. What is this, I'm just a human?  I saw his leg being torn off. He was still just trying to use his speed. "Jaxx! strength, use his against him." He nodded his head and overpowered the wolf. Throwing him as hard as he could when it came rushing at him again.

I watched as he started using his speed with his power and strength combined. It was finally working for him, maybe now he could beat him. Until the wolf bit his neck again.

"JORDAN! HELP ME!" I ran foward. "JORDAN!"

"J, wake up." I heard as my eyes opened.

"I have to help him." I said. Ju looked at me with sadness in his eyes. "He was there Ju, he was alive. I could have saved him." I sat up from the couch and it turns out my moms also surrounded me.

"He died J, he's dead." He said back to me. I cried, for the millionth time this week. My mom took me in her arms and held me.

She whispered in my ear "It's alright princess." as she rocked me back and forth.  Every night for the rest of the trip I had the same dream. Jaxx was still there every time begging for my help before getting woken up. 

When we got back to the house the first place my mom took me was to the doctor. They talked for a while before he came back.

"Jordan, I want you to take this." My mom said as the doctor handed me an elixir. 

"Why?" I asked narrowing my eyes.

"It's to help your dreams." The doc said. 

"I don't want them to go away, its the only way I can see him."

"Princess, please just for the night." 

I nod my head, "Fine. But only for the night." I grabbed the bowl and gulped the whole thing down. I then got up and walked to the house going straight to his room. I laid on his bed and pulled the covers over me. "I shouldn't have told you. you would still be here if I didn't."

I am still here you know. 

"Just in my dreams."

In your heart.

"That's not good enough."

Jordan please, I've been trying to tell you something.

"I know your dead, but I, you're too young."

Will you shut up and listen for once.

"What?"

I want you to be happy, and this isn't helping. 

"That I'm talking to my dead brother?"

Shut up. You need to mate with Sam.

"You know that I can't. You know the consequences." 

Fuck them. Remember when I said nothing ends here.

"Yeah, how could I forget?"

Well you need to be happy for once, stop playing by everyone else's rules. You're the best tribrid in a century and you're stronger with a mate. It says so in that book. The one grandpa let you keep.

"How did you know that."

I know everything now, so just listen to me.

"Okay." I said closing my eyes as sleep took over me. This time there was no dreams, nothing just rest. I got up and headed straight downstairs for breakfast. "Mom, I'd like to keep taking that elixir."

"Ok, princess. I will let the doctors know. Also, someone is here to see you." My mom said pointing behind me.

When I turned around Sam was there, I stood up and pulled her into my arms. "I talked to Jaxx." I whispered in her ear. "He wants us to mate."