T H A T N I G H T | Swayla

Silence is better

"It's only 11 p.m.  and I think i've felt every emotion tonight." I said looking over to Jaden. "Me too." He responded. We sat there for a good while in silence holding hands staring off at the ceiling. Bryce walked through the house at one point. i guess he was going somewhere, I don't know where and to be honest, I didn't really care. He had promised me hours ago he would be loyal and faithful. What the fuck. Is this really my life now? I don't know what i'm doing. 

Me and Jaden sat there for and hour and a half. Not moving, just staring at the ceiling holding hands. At 12:30 I looked over at him and he slowly turned his head to look back at me. " Lets go to bed" I said not even wanting to get up ever again. "Sure." He said almost falling asleep. We slowly stood up and walked to his room. We changed and got into bed. I laid my head on his chest, hearing him breathe slowly. His labored breathing put me to sleep almost instantly. 

When we woke up the house was empty. We looked at our phones, nothing. We decided to go get breakfast. We both put on Jaden's big hoodies and sweatpants. I found some crocs downstairs from last night that fit well enough to walk in for a bit. We got into Jadens car and drove to the closest cafe. We ordered and sat down. We saw paparazzi so decided just to act as friends cause we both didn't want to deal with the questions. 

When we got home still nobody was home. I looked in everyone's room. Blakes was a wreck, Quinton's was clean, Noah's was okay, and even josh's wasn't that bad, but when I went into Bryce's room it was empty. completely empty. I called Jaden over to see and he came over. He looked at me and then the room and back at me. We both gawked at each other in disbelief. 

I started to cry. He knew he was doing something wrong and instead of coming over and talking to us, he left. Typical. I am so mad and upset and sad and just overall too exhausted for all of this right now. I hugged Jaden, he tried to comfort me, which he did but I was still so tired. He pretty much carried me back to his room and put me on his bed.

 He laid down next to me stroking the hair out of my face. He laid there studying my face and playing with my hair for a bit. I moved over and rolled on my back. " Jaden what do I do?" I asked knowing even he wouldn't have an answer. I knew I wanted to be with Jaden so I guess that's what I'll do, be with Jaden and ignore Bryce. 

I love Jaden.

I've always loved Jaden.

He always made me feel safe if me and Bryce got in a fight. He was always  very protective of me. I rolled over and looked at him. He had gotten on the game, I think he was playing my himself because i didn't hear Anthony's music like usual. I went on my phone and watched TikTok for a while. I didn't see any publicity about us, except for one TikTok. It was a random girl, I think she was at the party, she was talking about the fight. After a while I got bored and went to see what Jaden was doing. He was just mindlessly playing the game. I wonder what he's thinking about. 

Jaden's POV

I'm so nervous about everything right now. Did I do the right thing with Cam. I do love her a lot. Ever since she came to the house the first time, I could see myself with her. She's so pretty and sweet and kind to everyone even the paparazzi who have ruined her life more times than we can count. I hope I made the right decision. She just got up, I guess she's coming over to me. I haven't paid a lick of attention to this game. I want to just turn this off and sit with her. 

I love her. I only got with Maddy because I knew then I could stay close to Cam. When Maddy got obsessive over me, I got distant. I haven't actually talked to Maddy in almost 2 months. I only loved Cam.

I looked over at her, Her cheeks were red, and her eyes were puffy. I stood up and wrapped my arms around her waist. We laid down on the bed and just held each other.  It was a long day, but it was okay. We needed the quiet. 

To be Continued...  

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