T H A T N I G H T | Swayla

Lonely

*Cam's POV*

It's been three weeks. I've never felt like this with anyone else. I've been through breakups but never one like this. I miss him so much.

 I will be scrolling on instagram some days and see something funny that I want to send to him which makes me sad cause i can't and then the next post will be us on our first date which brings back the anger and I just end up crying for the next few hours.

I haven't really done anything or talked to barely anybody. Most days go like this. Wake up, shower,put on random clothes (avoid Bryce's),Drive to starbucks to wake up a little, go to school, come home and do homework, and then call Blake all night until we get tired.

 Maddy hasn't said anything to me since that day, she's too caught up with Jaden. A few of the boys have texted to ask if I was okay. All I say is "I'm fine," and move on.

*Bryce's POV*

I miss her. I miss her smile and laugh that lights up the room when she walks in. I miss stroking her hair while she slowly falls asleep on my chest.

I've tried to move on but I just can't. She means so much to me and for that to be the ending for us just doesn't seem real. Blake keeps me kinda updated on her just so I don't worry myself sick.

All of the boys have only stopped by my room a few times these past weeks. It's lonely and quiet and I hate it. I know I have to get her back and I will.

*Cam's POV*

When I went to school today we all got directions for graduation that was in a week.I'm so nervous. I've waited for this moment for 4 years and now that it's here I can't even celebrate it with the one person I want to.

Blake texted me in 5th hour to get him a graduation packet and drop it by the house. I said "okay i'll be there in a bit." When school ended I stopped by the office and grabbed a packet before walking to my car. I got in and turned on an old playlist. Everything reminded me of him, even the first song we listened to when we drove to the pier.

I pulled into the driveway, it looked like everyone was home. I knocked on the door and expected Blake to open it. It was Bryce. Both of our mouths dropped out of shock.I didn't know what to do so I just handed the papers to him and told him to give them to blake.

I started to walk away when I felt his hand wrap around my wrist.I turned to look him in the eyes and all of my feelings for him immediately came rushing back. "I've missed you Cam," he said, whispering . I brought myself closer to him and whispered back "I missed you too B." He brought me into a hug and we just sat there for a while. I heard some of the boys walk down the stairs and then walk back up.

When we finally let go we decided  to  go to early dinner at the same cafe we went to that day of the pier. We got in the car and turned on the playlist we always used to listen to. We jammed the whole way there.He got out first and we already saw cameras approaching us. I was not ready for that aspect of our relationship to start again. He walked around and opened my door. He put his hand out to help me out and I grabbed it and squeezed it so he knew that I was nervous.

When we got in we sat down and ordered some pancakes. We caught up with each other and I told him I was graduating next week. He said he might be busy  that day but he'll try to be there.We wrapped up our dinner and went back to his house.

We sat on the couch for a bit watching tv and playing games. We were getting tired but I had school in the morning so I had to go home. He wanted me to stay over but I told him I had to leave. He walked me to the door and we said our goodbyes and gave each other a hug and a quick kiss.

I cried the whole way home.I missed days like that so much.When I got to my house I dried my eyes and walked to my room ignoring my parents. I worked on the last few assignments I needed to do before I graduated. I eventually fell asleep thinking about him.

To Be Continued...

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