MAFIA DEVIL || PJM {not completed}

Chapter 15

Next Evening
JIMIN POV
It was all messed up. Everything! Everything and everyone is this house is messed up right now! Yoongi's disappearance has made a huge impact on our lives here. Y/n quit the mafia this morning 'cause she wasn't able to manage both yoongi's disappearance and the mafia missions at the same time. She was totally devastated and unfocused. She is distracted. She needs help! Everyone in here is in need of help but they don't call out for help! What is wrong with these people?

I got ready and went down for breakfast. Once I sat down at the table. I noticed that it was the same again. The same atmosphere here. The quietness and silentness. It was creepily silent here once again. It has been the same since he ran away. He made our lives living hell.

I took my plate and served my own food. Everyone was eating in silence. Soon Jin hesitantly spoke "umm...I heard there is a ball tonight where they are deciding the new mafia king/queen" y/n just shrugged it off and so did her teammates. I was done. Why don't they take things seriously here? Mafia is y/n's life! I slammed down my fork on the table which gained everyone's attention.

I stood up with rage. I fired out this time. I yelled "WHY THE HECK IS EVERYONE ACTING LIKE NOTHING EVER HAPPENED IN THIS HOUSE HUH? THERE ARE A LOT OF THINGS! WHY THE HECK ARE YOU GUYS SO DAMN SILENT?" Everyone was shook but only y/n kept her head down silently eating her breakfast.

"DO YOU GUYS THINK I'M NOT EFFECTED WITH HIS DISAPPEARANCE? HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND TOO! I CARE BUT HE RAN AWAY ON HIS OWN AND WITH HIS OWN WILL! NO BODY FORCED HIM TO RUN AWAY! NO ONE DID! IT WAS HIS CHOICE! HE PROBABLY HAD HIS REASONS! WHY CAN'T YOU GUYS UNDERSTAND THAT AND MOVE ON? HE LEFT! HE MIGHT COME BACK OR MIGHT NOT! HE LEFT WITH HIS OWN WILL!!" I looked at y/n for at least a reaction but I couldn't see any. There was non.

I pointed at her and yelled "AND YOU Y/N! WHAT HAPPENED TO THE GREAT AND STRONG MAFIA QUEEN HUH? THE HIGH AND ALMIGHTY MAFIA QUEEN? WHAT HAPPENED TO HER? WHY DID YOU STOP TALKING? WHY ARE YOU SO SILENT HUH? ITS LIKE YOUR MUTE! NO! THE WHOLE HOUSE IS MUTE! WHY DON'T YOU JUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT HE LEFT! HE LEFT AND MIGHT OR MIGHT NOT COME BACK Y/N! LEAVE THE PAST BEHIND! YOU'VE BEEN LIKE THIS, MUTE SINCE HIS PAST WAS REVEALED! ARE YOU BLAMING YOURSELF? AND YOUR MAFIA POSITION HUH? YOU LEFT MAFIA FOR A RUN AWAY GUY? WHAT WERE YOU THINKING Y/N? MAFIA IS YOUR LIFE!! YOU ARE NOTHING WITHOUT MAFIA! THAT'S THE ONLY THING YOU KNOW! YOU LOVE MAFIA! THIS ISN'T ONLY ABOUT YOUR MAFIA POSITION! NOT ONLY BOUT' YOUR LIFE! THINK ABOUT YOUR TEAMMATES! WHAT BOUT' THEIR LIVES HUH? YOU'RE DRAGGING THEM DOWN WITH YOU!" I was done now.

Was this it? Was this the end of our journey? Our journey as BTS? End of our journey as a family? End of our journey as BTSxDARKCORE? Was this actually the end? Was it right of me to actually yell at them knowing the situation right now? Was it? My mind says YES but my heart says NOTHING. I don't know what to do or how to act right now! Was it right of me to yell at
y/n who was suffering the most? Was it right of me to yell at my teammates for losing our friend? I know how it is! I do know! I know how it is to lose someone really dear to you! I know how y/n exactly feels but this isn't right. What she's doing right now to herself isn't right. It isn't only effecting her! It is effecting her teammates and us too.

I saw how y/n stood up and left. She went upstairs and locked herself in her room. Everyone just looked at me. Jackson suddenly spoke up "you know jimin, this isn't easy for her! She is clearly struggling! You don't know what's wrong here! You know nothing about our team!" and left too. Soon all the other Darkcore members left one-by-one too. It was just me and the boys now. I
just shook my head and left the room.

I went into my room and locked it. I sat on the bed and took out my laptop. I opened the tracking app and tried to track down yoongi. I know one of yoongi's secret numbers that no one else knows about. I could give it a try right? I immediately typed down the number and did some coding. And then I left the rest to the tracking app. It soon glitched a bit and then showed me a red cross sign with a message that said 'COULD NOT TRACK THE NUMBER' I huffed in frustration and gripped at the roots of my hair.