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Do-won took a breath and continued "The next day he came down while I was cooking. He looked like a walking zombie. He was paler then usual, his eyes were sunk into his sockets, his eyes were red and puffy, his hands were having some healing scars, he had a few cuts on his face and a small cut on his lower lip, his cheeks were having light red hand prints on them which were barely visible anymore."My eyes turned red at the mention of his state back then.
"I couldn't see them clearly last night as it was dark. But now, is was crystal clear to my eyes. My eyes started turning glossy and blur which exactly meant that I was about to cry. So before I was caught, I took am onion real quick and acted like I was cutting it. He came towards me and took a glass of water. He mumbled a small and barely audible 'good morning' to me. I wiped my small tears and replied back saying 'morning'. He put the glass down on the kitchen counter and looked at me. I was already looking at him. He came and hugged me which I returned. I felt my shoulder getting wet which meant he was crying. I rubbed his back, comforting him. He soon pulled away and said "thank you...thank you for everything do-won...I grateful to have a friend like you" I nodded and said "I'm just returning the favour yoongi...I should be the one thanking you man!" He slightly smiled and nodded.
We were eating our breakfast while I brought up the topic about his escape from Mrs.wang's mansion. He looked down while playing with his food. I thought he was uncomfortable with that topic so I immediately said "if you wanna talk about it I'm always here know that..." and then left to put my plate in the dishwasher.
He immediately got up and came after me. I sat on the couch and he sat beside me.
~This past of suga's will contain sexual abuse, physical abuse and self harming! People who are sensitive to this type of contents please skip yoongi's past. I'll give a summary at the very end of his past about what happened to him in short words! Don't worry!~
I looked at him and he said "i will tell you everything..." i nodded and waited for him to start. He took a deep breath and said "It all started when I first went to the mansion. I was afraid just by looking at the mansion. I was pushed inside and I saw that there was no sign of mrs.wang anywhere. I was taken to my room and it was quite small but comfortable. I thought that they would only make me do some housework and then leave me but little did I know that was never on their mind. I was seated on the bed with my book in my hand when suddenly the door opened and in came a middle aged woman. She was tipsy and drunk shitless. She was wearing revealing cloths and there were hickeys and some marks on her neck and her on her collar bones.
She came towards me and held my chin tight. She lift it up making me face her. She examined my face and said "you're too small right now...I'll give you time to grow up and then I'll use you...until then you'll do housework ok?" I nodded and she asked "what's your name and age?" I gulped and stuttered "M-Min Y-Yoongi...8 years...miss" she nodded and said "here are the rules make sure you follow them or you'll be punished baby boy...
RULE 1: CALL ME MASTER ONLY
RULE 2: DON'T YOU DARE TRY TO ESCAPE THIS PLACE OR YOU'LL FACE SEVERE CONSEQUENCES
RULE:3 YOU HAVE TO DO WHATEVER I SAY. NEVER DISOBEY ME!
Got it?" I nodded in fear and she let go of my chin. She left the room and I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding.The next few years passed by me 'only' doing the house chores and doing some normal garden things.
I tried to escape but every time I did, I was caught and I was abused by her. It was hurting...hurting so bad that I couldn't take it anymore. It was painful and my pain was numb....
I got used to the abusing soon. Even though I didn't try to break her rules or escape, she would abuse me.
Soon after many years I was turned 14 and that was my worst nightmare. She came to me and said "come to my room at 10:00 pm. Wear some shorts and a t-shirt only" I nodded in fear of what she'll do to me. I thought she would abuse me but what I didn't know was that she had different plans.
I wore my clothes and went towards her room at the exact time. I knocked on her bedroom door and soon it opened revealing her in a robe. I hesitantly went inside and she asked me to sit on the bed. I did as she told me to. She came towards me and stood in front of me. She caressed my cheek and seductively whispered in my ear "take of your clothes baby boy..." I widened my eyes getting what she meant. I immediately fell on her feet and begged her to let me go. She just hit me and tore apart my clothes with her long nails.
She threw me on the bed. I tried to get up and escape only to be hit again. She took a rope and a cloth. She tied up my hands with the rope and tied the cloth to my mouth.
I struggled but I gave up once she did it and I had no choice but to take in the pain and suffering. I lost my dignity to a devil like her. I was raped by her....
She did this often after that one day. I couldn't fight back knowing my weak self would only be beat up again and abused.
It was until I turned 16 and I was strong this time. I fought back one night when he tried to take advantage of me again. I kicked her old body and took out her gun. She feared and begged me not to kill her but there was no other punishment for her evil deeds.
I shot her in the head and shot every other person who came in my way. For the last time before I left that hell, I turned back and saw how many people I killed. They were all lying in their own pool of blood. I was traumatised knowing that I killed people.
End of Flashback
That was the end.....
He went through so much...he is really strong to even talk about something like this. It was really strong of him....I looked at him. He was crying at those unpleasant memories.
I hugged him tight. I cried with him. I felt his pain. It was like our feelings were connected. I could feel his thoughts. I could hear them in my head.
Summary of Yoongi's Past
He was only doing the house chores at the begging but soon he was brutally abused. After he turned 14 he was raped by Mrs Wang. He was raped often by her. He couldn't do anything as he was very weak. But one day, he was tired of everything. Tired of her shit and her needs. Tired of being used and abused. Tired of being taken advantage of. At the age of 16, when Mrs Wang once again tried to rape him, he kicked her old body off him and shot her. He shot every guard that came his way. He was traumatised after seeing the dead bodies of all the people he killed, they were lying in their own pool of blood.End of Yoongi's Past Summary
He lived with me for the next few months, until he one day came home and told me that he was moving out and into his friends' dorm. I didn't know them but he said that their group's name was BTS. I just nodded knowing that I was no one to control his life and his decisions. He was already in a lot of pain. I didn't want to be the cause of his pain anymore so I just let him do whatever he wanted to do.
Soon he moved out and I was alone in my house again. The quietness was a bit uncomfortable after many months of yoongi living with me. It was kinda playful and comfortable with him around. I just sighed and continued on with my work" Lee ended the flashback of yoongi's past.
I didn't know he went through all of this. He was suffering there while I was being happy here? By the time he ended this past of yoongi's, everyone was either in tears like me or they kept quiet and thought deeply about what to say or do.
Soon Lee took his leave and left us alone with our thoughts.
I was having a headache due to my overflow of thousands of thoughts and due to overthinking things. I didn't know when I feel asleep on jimin's shoulder.
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A/N: sorry readers! Sorry for not updating earlier! I had to complete my story on my insta ff acc so I had no time for this! Sorry!! Btw my Instagram FF acc username is @jooniefiks please do follow it and read my imagines!~thank you💜
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