"Noona, you must know where she is" I pleaded yet receive no response. " I must see her, and ask for forgiveness for forgetting and abandoning her" again she give me no answer, I keep tailing her until she stops right in front of the recording studio.
"You know what? Go and try convince her to come back and live in Korea again if I tell you where she is...deal?" She says while rubbing her forehead. I nodded eagerly. "Italy.." She said before slamming the door at me.
"Italy?" I repeat to myself.
*Beep*Beep*
My cellphone beeping, I pull out my phone from my pocket. The id of the sender shocked me, my little princess, Ryu HimChan...
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ID: Little Rat
Subject: Dear Beloved
Date: 24/**/****
Time: 12.00 P.M
Anyeong, HimChan-ah by the time you received this massage it mean I might not be breathing anymore...
Please, do not blame yourself about my death...
you never knew about it...
I decide to run away from everybody 'cause..
I'm scared if they'll hate me or avoid me...
Mianhe...
Oppa...
Saranghae
Yours Forever ,
Channie (๑･㉨･๑)
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I cried, fell on my knees, despair, forlornness and mixed emotion swirling inside me.
I'm mad at myself for not recognize her..
I despise myself for forgetting our promise...
I'm....
I can't continue my life... it feels like all my will has been taken away,
My heart...won't love anybody else..
I could feel my tears dripping, my cheeks are wet.
