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"Aye lil shitty if you pee on me again imma make you sleep in your crib" I said to Monsta before changing him

"Josh your mom said the people called about the lease but you have to wait until after your birthday" Toonk said coming in my room dressed in a bantu top and some biker shorts with her waist trainer on

"Babe I'm going to Mimi birthday dinner if you wanna come my dad said he'll watch Mir" she said while laying on my bed

          "Imma watch him princess" I said after changing lil shitty

"You know you mines forever right" I asked laying down next to her with Monsta on my chest

"Nah ian know, you gone have to show me or something cause you been acting real fucking funny" she said making me laugh

"Okay Harmony" I said dismissively she been going through shit and I'm the only person that's trying to help but she keeps pushing me away

"You need to talk instead of getting mad and taking it out on me, ian do shit to you this getting old" I said making her sigh

"I'm frustrated okaaay my boobies hurt all the time and they leak I want you and I can even have you and I'm sleepy all the time babe this is so hard" she cried putting her head on my arm

"I'm sorry princess.. it's gonna get better I promise, you can sleep Toonk I have no problem watching my son, it'll be better if we take turns instead of doing everything for him together that can be tiring" I said looking at her

"I love you so much Josh I know I've been a bitch I'm sorry" she said kissing my cheek

"If I had a baby I'm pretty sure I'll act the same way we good.. ain't that right Monsta say it's okay mommy" I said while rubbing his back

"When I woke him up my dad had him I thought somebody had stole our son I was finna beat somebody ass, but then I heard Monsta laughing it was funny as hell they were just looking at each other and smiling" I said making her sit up

        "I didn't think he'd like Monsta but as soon as we brought him home your dad always asking me about him, when you went to practice last week Monsta was crying and I couldn't get him to stop and your dad helped he's really nice now" she said while playing in my hair

"You know you're beautiful right princess?" I asked holding her chin up

         "Really?" She asked tearing up, Monsta was sleep so I gently got up with him and put him in his crib next to my bed

"We only got about ten minutes to talk before he realizes one of us aren't holding him" I said sitting on my bed pulling her on to my lap

       "Why don't you feel beautiful?" I asked kissing all over her face

"I don't know do you think I have postpartum depression?" She asked looking in my eyes

       "Maybe but I don't know how that works baby, everything I know about it is the opposite of what you doing" I said thinking about the women in this YouTube video I watched, they didn't wanna be around their baby and everything the baby did made them upset, but nobody can keep Harmony away from Jamir

"I'm his mommy and I love him so much he looks like me a little" she said smiling

        "When we go to the doctor tomorrow we can ask, but I think you shouted back on your antidepressants" I said while she played with my ears