𝚂𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕

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ᴏɴᴇ ᴍᴏɴᴛʜ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ

"Monsta please go to sleep son" I said while rocking him it's three in the morning school starts at eight but I have early morning practice at 6:55am, Harmony is knocked out she always doing stuff by herself now she never lets me help so I had my mom convince her to lay down for a a while and she's been sleep ever since

          "It's yo papa man calm down it was just a bad dream it wasn't real, imma kick the devil ass for playing in yo dreams" I said watching Toonk wake up

"Mommy so sorry baby comere " Harmony said grabbing him and pulling her tit out

          "He so fat" I mumbled he immediately stopped crying once he latched

"Right, Josh lay down he's calm now and you have a big game tomorrow" Harmony said while rubbing Monsta's head

"Toonk I love you so much you know that right?" I asked while she laid down

"Mmhm" she said while she proped Monsta up to nurse him

        "Harmony talk to me what's going on" I asked looking at her weirdly

"Nothing I'm fine Monsta's fine too and he's what's matters" she mumbled

      "You matter too Harmony you've been over working yourself you never talk to me and come to think about it I haven't been seeing my son as much either what's going on?" I asked

"You tell me" she said shrugging

       "Nothing I literally train at the gym practice and come home and crash" I said while she made this I don't believe you face

"What's going on with you?" I asked

      "Working, feeding my son, watching him, making sure he's developing properly, apartment searching, going to school, and leaving everybody alone" she said while Monsta grabbed her hair

"What did I do?" I asked

       "Ask the bitch" she said making me even more confused

"Harmony what fucking bitch there is no bitch" I yelled

         "Okay so why have you been distant and not taking care of my son with me huh?? Cause it's a bitch in the picture and she can have you I'm leaving soon" she said while rocking our now crying baby

"He's our son and I'm sorry school and basketball distracting me from being a boyfriend and most importantly a father, that's on me, but there is nobody in the picture only you if I never have time for my kid what makes you think I'll make time for someone who's not important to me like you two are?" I asked watching her calm down a little

       "I can't cheat on you Toonk I watched them cut you open to bless me with my son, I watched you cry and throw up every month of your pregnancy I have so much respect and love for you I could never, you literally turned me into a man be smart and think for a second whoever said that bullshit did it to get under your skin" I said while picking Monsta up wrapping him back in his swaddle

"Let's sleep and talk in the morning because I wanna know where this bullshit originate from" I said turning the light off listening to her cry

"I love you son" I said kissing his forehead before going back to sleep

6:15ᴀᴍ

"Papa wake up it's time for school" Harmony said shaking me awake with Monsta on her hip

       "I'm up now tell me what happened?" I asked while going into the bathroom it took me some time but I'm finally used to the tiny house, he built it for tall people tho and it's kinda spacious cause all of our junk still in my old room