GAYNAM BEAUTY(BXB on going)

GAYNAM - 29

Episode: 29

Title: "ELIE"

A thousand years playing...

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

"Elie go down here" my mom said.

So nag rush ako pababa, baka kasi may sasabihin si mom before she goes to work. " Yes mom?" I ask.

" Good morning my baby elie" mom said and start teasing me. So nag poker face lang ako kasi alam naman ni mom na I don't like calling me baby anymore, im old enough!

"Just wanted to say to you na susundoin ka daw ni clyde, para sabay na kayo pumasok sa school, and pinag-paalam kana din nya na don ka mag stay for a night" mom says while smiling

Napa rolled na lang yung mata ko dahil kay mom, not because galit or inis ako kay clyde ha, lagi kasi syang ganyan pag kay Clyde, always na lang clyde, clyde, do you get me? Okay what ever.

" Mom bat naman kay Clyde pako mag stay for a night?!" Ani ko.

"Aalis ako, im going back to the Philippines para asikasuhin yung mga business natin don, your father naman is pupunta sa china para sa pag uusap nila ng mga ka susyo nya, don't worry anak madali lang naman ako don" ani ni mom, sabay yakap at halik sakin

Sanay na naman ako na lagi silang wala, trabaho sila ng trabaho for me, actually hindi na nila kailangan pa mag trabaho because subra subra na ang pera namin, mayaman na kami pero work parin talaga ang mas importante, don't get me wrong ha, i know na they doing that for me, that's why kami lang talaga ni clyde ang laging mag ka kilala.

If you're asking who that clyde is? He's my best friend that turn as my suitor, wala naman nakong nagawa about that, his parents knows about clyde courting me. And hindi sila tutol about that. Also my parents nakita nyo naman kung gaano sila ka supportive pag dating kay Clyde. And actually im planning to answer him on my 20th birthday which is next week na.

Si clyde yung lalaki talaga na masasabi mong Ideal men mo, well he's so kind, hardworking, loyal, and the one thing that really cought my attention is his connection with god. I really like men who knows and praise god. He's so family oriented. In looks? Nako sinasabi ko sayo wala kanang hihilingin pa, mapa body, tindig, hays panty mona ang malalaglag gurl! Lol just joking.

Well talaga namang sya na ang boyfriend material, na sinasabi nila.

We know each other for almost 4 years and subra ko syang nakilala sa 4 years nayon. Always syang nan dito sa bahay lalo na pag wala si mom and dad, ganon din kasi parents nya so kami na lang talaga ang nag sasama.

" Mom mag ingat ka, remember my pasalubong you know naman na kung anong gusto ko diba? That java plum, thanks" sabi ko then niyakap na sya.

So dipa pala ako nag papakilala im elie, yes lalaki ako masyado lang talagang malakas maka pambabae yung name, pero i like it couz it fits me very well.

So we live here in Us for almost 5 years, actually andami kung tanong sa sarili ko na hindi ko masagot. Kasi alam mo yon wala akong alam sa childhood ko. Basta ang sabi ni mom dito daw ako pinanganak and lumaki sa us. So naniwala na lang ako kasi wala naman akong ma alala.magagalit lang yon pag nag tanong ako about don. Gustong gusto ko nga sa kanya sumama sa Philippines to see naman sila lola at lola don. Ayaw kasi nila dito sa us, hindi daw sila sanay sa whether here. Kaya binibisita na lang sila nila mom and dad.

After breakfast nag intindi nako papuntang school, as usual tiktok sa banyo hahaha, ewan naging habit ko lang talaga yung mag papatugtog ako every time na maliligo ako, then gagayahin ko yung napapanood ko sa tiktok. Then my morning skin care routine na nakatulong talaga to maintain my glowing face emz.

After 30 minutes natapos nako, si clyde nasa baba na nag bebreakfast. Yah ganyan na sya ka comfortable dito, saka ganon din naman ako sa kanila hahaha.

"Let's go clyde" ani ko matapos syang matapos kumain. Then nag paalam na kami kay yaya.

While traveling to school, nabanggit ni clyde about my birthday, ano daw plano ko? Ano daw gusto kung birthday gift from him. Sympre sya na bahala don diba? Alangan ako mag decide hahaha.

" Well gusto ko lang simple birthday celebration, i will invite tita and tito for dinner, mom said don tayo sa venitian para engrande naman ng kunti, nakakahiya kasi kala tito" pag papaliwanag ko naman sa kanya ng plano namin.

"How about us?" Straight forward nyang tanong

Sympre ako si gaga na mutla agad kasi diko ma-imagine yung gagawin kung pag sagot ko sa kanya sa birthday ko. Tapos andon pa sila mom and dad, syempre tito Louie and tita Cel.

"Ammm... Let me think for it pa ha, nagugulohan parin kasi ako" i answer in a small voice, subrang nahihiya na kasi ako sa kanya ilang buwan nadin nya akong nililigawan.

Meron kasing part dito sa puso ko na parang hindi tama, I don't know what is it. Basta ewan ang gulo gulo.

Nagulat ako sa sunod nyang ginawa "Ano kaba elie okay lang, willing akong mag hintay for you, i love you so much elie, kahit gano pa ka tagal I'll wait" sabi nya then he kiss me on my fore head. Thats the sweetest thing i like about him. He's soft side and he knows how to handle that kind of situations. So awkward.

Sympre di ako nag pakabog sa mga saying no.

"Basta clyde may hihintayin ka sakin i swear" sabi ko then i hug him ng subrang higpit, i smell his super masculine and strong perfume that really get my heart emz.

Guys!!!

It's been a year or months na, diko na talaga napakatutukan ang story kung ito, Grade 11 pako since i make this chapter, nalimutan ko iupload, Grade 12 nako now and graduating na, Ang bilis nga naman ng panahon.

Sa lahat po ng sumoporta sa aking storya maraming salamat po, mahal na mahal ko kayo lahat! Laban lang tayong lahat! <33