LAST TOUCH [희승]ᴇɴ⁃

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Heeseung looked at the sky and smiled as her smile crossed his mind. He had no idea how much he loved that little girl. Whenever he saw a lollipop, it made him can't stop thinking about her. He knew he might become crazy if he still wishes for her to come to him
again. He didn't want to accept the fact that Sarang is already gone forever- he didn't believe that. He knows a big miracle will happen between them- although it's not in this life. Maybe, they will meet again in the future.

" It's time to go." Hina approached him and he nodded after listening to the flight announcement.

Heeseung looked at the picture of paper that Sarang wrote a thankful note for him after eating ramyeon together.

" See you in 9 months."

-

" Sarang will miss you too," Hina spoke up to calm Heeseung from tearing up as the airplane was ready to fly.

" I miss her so much." This time, Heeseung can't help but cried in silence while hitting his chest a few times. Hina reached her hand to pat him on his shoulder but Heeseung avoided her, didn't allow her to touch him anymore.

" Although she is no longer in this life anymore, she will remain in your heart forever. So, don't be sad and always remember that she is with you."

" I don't want it to happen. I just want to see her again."

-

After 9 months of living in America, Heeseung still can't forget about her. Every morning and night, it's always her in his mind. He can't even look at the lollipop or caramel pudding because it will make him cried on the spot. His friends asked him to go to the amusement park together but he avoided them by saying he was afraid of that outdoor games although the truth was, it was just reminded him of her and the way he made her hurt that day.

Every time he was going to sleep, he always listened to the little boy and firefly story, feeling like Sarang was with him. He knows it sounds crazy but it was the only way for him to stop missing her.

He knows she was not with him anymore but he still prepared two cups of ramyeon whenever he wanted to eat it.

His mental health was not normal anymore.

He knows,

of course, he knows his action was crazy

but he still believes that Sarang was still alive.

-

After coming back to Korea, Heeseung quickly went to Jinhyuk and Jihan. He wanted to spend his time with them more. He also decided to stop working for a while because of his mental health problem as it took time for him to be a normal person again-

It made people realized how dangerous love was.

" It's been a long time since we didn't have a picnic together." Jinhyuk tried to cheer their moment as Heeseung was keep spacing out when they were eating together.

" How's your life in America?" Jihan asked Heeseung but he ignored her by drinking his coke.

" You met a lot of beautiful girls, right?"Jinhyuk teased him. Heeseung glared at him, " Why should I meet them? I don't like them."

Jinhyuk shut his mouth and continue eating the pizza in silence, the same goes for Jihan.

" I miss her too," Jihan spoke up causing Jinhyuk surprised, hoping she will stop mentioning Sarang in the conversation.