LAST TOUCH [희승]ᴇɴ⁃

SPECIAL CHAPTER

How long it has been?

1 year?

I don't know.

It still felt like yesterday.

where I saw you put in the lollipop on the jar whenever you stepped into the office.

where we were playing at the amusement park, laughing at each other as we got soak after playing the ballon that fill with water.

where you were telling me the boy and the firefly story just to make me feel better,

where I saw you in the yellow hoodie of mine, I still remember that day.

You were jumping and running like a little kid.

The smile you showed me when you were about to leave my house, I still remember how sweet it was.

How shameless I am to realize it now.

When you were here with me, I was hurting you over and over.

But you still manage to smile and laugh, just to show me that you are good.

I hate myself for that.

you give me so much effort to keep me with you.

you took care of me although I kept hurting you.

you were doing everything for me even though I didn't show any single effort to make you mine.

I hate myself for not doing that to you.

why are you so kind, Sarang?

why did you still treat me so special although you got hurt so many times?

why did you still loving someone like me?

I don't deserve you.

I never deserve you.

I never deserve someone like you.

I was wondering, Sarang...

If I make you feel my touch...

you will be with me right now.

you will be so happy.

I can imagine how happy you are if it is happening.

you will jump and scream like a kid
happily.

you will give me more lollipops,

you will tell me more stories of fairytales,

you will cling to me, giggling and laughing all the time.

you will never wear a fake smile and laugh again.

you will never hold your tears again.

you will never run away from me again.

you will never pretend to be okay again.