Fifth Harmonys Direction (One Direction and Fifth Harmony)

Chapter 5: The Truth

ZAYN'S P.O.V 2 weeks earlier.

Why? How could she? It hurts to see her not care for me like I have cared for her for a year...it hurts me to see her just throw away everything thing we had...or at least what I thought we had. And what hurt the most was that she wasn't sorry. I could tell in her devil eyes; though, she is a very good actress, I saw that she didn't mean it and didn't even care.

"Even though she cheated on me and with my best friend I just couldn't forget, would I be stupid if I said I still loved her, at least a little bit?"

"What are you thinking Zayn?! Of course it's stupid! She cheated on you and got pregnant. You're not the dad, your best friend is."

"Wow, wow, wow ex-best friend, man."

As I was walking through the park, like I have almost every day for the past week, I was having an argument with my head.

"Okay. Fine. Ex-best friend, but just because he didn't know that you guys were still together doesn't mean you should abandon him right now; he's probably hurting just as much as you are right now."

"As much as I hate to admit it... you're right..."

"Ha. Like I always am."

"Hey, don't let it get to your head, mate."

"Technically speaking, it's your head."

'you live there'

"True."

"Good. Now shut up already, okay?"

"Fine, but you know I'm right, always right."

"I said. Shut up!"

"Knock knock!"

"UGH! Do you ever shut up?"

I decided to ignore the little guy living in my head right now and concentrate on what I was doing and where I was going. I saw a shaded tree perfect for writing, you know like in the movies, when girls get their heart broken or just need to clear their heads, they go to the park and sit under that one tree...

"You know you just compared yourself to a girl right?"

"Ugh. Shut up!!"

Anyways. In those movies where the person goes to clear their head and write...that was what it was like, I sat down under it and started writing. The lyrics flowed perfectly.

"I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don't bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok

But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin' to do"

I continued writing until it got colder and the sun was starting to set. I could see the sunset. It was so beautiful just like that flower over there, it was a gorgeous...dandelion? I really need to stop it...stop thinking of her.